ADEKepul=]

Tiring myself out.

2011-10-17T11:36:00.001+08:00

Hot damn guys. I am literally pushing my body to the limits. Check out what happened the week before.

Monday:
10am-11pm Attachment

Tuesday:
7.30am-6pm Attachment
6pm-11pm Went out with Shafika

Wednesday:
8am-7pm Attachment
(Can't remember what I did after attachment. Hehh)

Thursday
10am-11pm Attachment

Friday
???-3pm Slack at home
3pm-8pm Rehearsals for “Jeremy Decides”
8pm-11pm Slack with Syazwan,Shabiebles and Afikah.

Saturday
10am-1pm Rehearsals for "Jeremy Decides"
1pm-3pm Slack/Makan
3pm-7pm Intense Street Soccer
7pm-5am Slack/Watch Soccer/FIFA 12

Sunday
???-5.30pm Slack
7.30pm-11.15pm Work.

So as you can see. My week has been tough. But I'm still alive. Thank god. But now I'm sick. Haizz. 2 days MC. Hehh. For now,let's FIFA 12!! :D

PS Happy 19th Monthsary Baby
PPS Happy 34th Monthsary Shahz & Rabia!

GPA

2011-09-29T10:43:00.001+08:00

Wow. I thank god for my grades. I got 3.765. I reached my expectations of 3.5 and above. Alhamdulillah for that. Now I'm at Tamp 1. Waiting for Playboxx to open so that I can get my FIFA 12 like finally. Heading home after this. Shafika is coming over. So I guess that's osem too. Haha. We heading out to watch Johnny English later on. Gonna be a good day I hope;)

Update you guys later,
MyNameIsEpul

PS. No one reads my blog. So yeahhhhh. Haha.

Can't think of a good title.

2010-09-02T01:27:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy, to all the people who still reads my blog. I would love to say i love you guys. I know that i didnt update as regularly as a normal guy should. But let's just say that i have been busy. HAHA.

Man,i would like to say fuck all the bad things that happen this year. Let's remember the good times. I got over her. I found the love of my life. Dancing skills improved. All that good shit is worth celebrating man. Haha. Idk whyy im feeling high at 1.29 am.Gonna listen to MJ12 cause Asriah's listening to it to and i haven't heard it in a long time. So why not right?

Haha. Man,i am so in love with my girlfriend. HAHA. That was random,but it's 1.31 am so it's excusable. Daaaamn,the teachers day celebration was off the hook yo. It all started out nice with me skipping a cool 1058 times. It brings me joy to know that i helped the school in acheiving a new record. Performance was next. And i tell you. 5AWESOME1 looked real awesome. When it was our turn i swear i was shivering all the way. They all boo-ed me.Cause i interrupted): But it was super funny. Then dance? Omgosh,i have never felt so alive. Our class was made to dance together. Despite mistakes and crashes.I will never forget the cheer and everything that happened then. That will be the memory i keep to my grave.

Then buka with Diana Nuril Rabia Maira Shahz and Adam. It was super fantastic. Although i didnt get to eat some stuffs,it was still awesome. Went to bazaar after that. We ended the night at paya lebar. Shahz Rabia Maira and Nuril went off first. Leaving me Adam and Diana there.We had some laugh,reminisce a few things,complain about people. But i loved that day. Filled with laughters. Everywhere. I cant even list down half of the jokes we made. It would be too long. HAHA.

Till here readers.
Cheerios!

Another one time..

2010-08-25T10:36:00.003+08:00

Everything is now so fucked up. Idk what's wrong or whatever. She seems to be thinking only about herself. She expects me to understand that her attitude is all over the place due to her have pls. But that isn't fair. And it's freaking damn not a good reason for her to get pissed at me. And what are you trying to show the world when you place the inverted commas in the hurt? That it wasn't even hurtful? Damn, that was as painful as having a knife pierce through my heart. But you don't understand me at all now do you? You think that I hurt you more by shutting you out? Trust me. I lived through that moment twice when you told me to leave you alone. Perhaps I should try what you did to me huh? Trying to be nice and teman you. In return,you get scolded for showing perangai. Cool kan if I do to you? It's not that hurtful kan? I only cry what? Nothing new. I don't care if your pissed now. Cause I'm freaking sure I'm more pissed. I know you said sorry. A whole lot of time. But if it happens occasionally(you getting pissed at me because of pms), sorry just doesn't seems enough. If you ask what is enough? I would answer that I don't know. I know you have anger management issues and all that. I accepted you for who you are on 170310 when I wanted to be your love. But did you accept me for who I am on that day? Cause you may love me, but if you know me well enough,you would fucking hate my guts. So yeah, let's just see what happens okay?

Just the way it goes.

2010-08-21T12:32:00.003+08:00

Wow,just seriously. Wow.
Idk what to say anymore.
You know it's serious cause i'm blogging about it only after soooo freaking long. I don't know wtf i did. But seriously,for her to get pissed off at me cause i'm super tired and sleepy that i didn't reply your msg,that's just fcking stupid. I mean.. Come on,you asked me to go bazaar with your family. I didn't want to.Not cause my mum is angry,but cause you will be sad and ESPECIALLY lonely.So i followed.At the end of the night you should know i'm sleepy,but whatever.I guess you dont right?

Now you're pissed and asking me why i changed my picture at facebook. If you somehow find this post. Just know it's for someone to follow.

There's always a reason for me to keep things from you. Not cause i dont care or i dun think youre good enough to know,but i just cant tell you everything about my life.Surely you too keep things from me right?Nobody's perfect.

I give up.I dont know what im doing anymore..
Your choice Nur Shafika Bte Abdul Latiff.
I love you and i miss you.

F&N

2010-04-15T01:02:00.002+08:00

wow,it's freaking 1.05.
I'm eating mee maggi-.-
And i'm doing F&N.
No inspiration.
I'm freaking screwed laa.
god.this sucks.
i hate F&N.
I wish our principal will take over chemistry.
he seems to be a good teacher.
I think.
I should go back to doing coursework.
Byeeee.Proper update soon.
When i have the time.
And i'm not lazy.

ADEKepul
You know you've not blogged in a long time when you forget your own email and password for blogger.

This heart is pumping acid.

2010-03-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

Weekends are here!
Butttt,i only got one day of weekend.
Cause tomorrow,i have anak wayang.Full day.
Shows are at 3pm and 8pm.
After that,Shahz's wallet and mine will have an increase in Current Assets.
Our Cash At Hand will increase by a certain amount.
Can pamper baby with MORE chocolates.Hahaha(:
But i'll just state what happen today.

Headed out to Eunos early in the morning to fetch baby.
Met her and Bazliah at the bus stop.
Luckily didn't follow Ain,they we're quite late.
Haha.
I'll skip till pushball.
I scored alot.Played tactics.
But sadly,we made it second.Winners took 1st.
But something horrible happened to me.
Ask if you kaypoh!Haha.Keeding:)
Then headed home.Bathed and got ready for Anak Wayang.
Skip rehearsal.FINALLY confirmed positions.Haha.
Then 8.18,show starts.Performed and gave my all.
And seriously,i reminded myself of Adam Lambert-.-
Haha,after the show,no debreif.
Wanted to meet baby.But something cocked up.
Reached home,bathed,sms baby,Laptop and soon slept.

Somebody said i look cute.Haha.
Thanks baby.
Even though i really think i don't look cute.
AT ALL!:P

Question fills up a mind as fast a water filling up a bottle.

2010-03-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

This just ain't right anymore..

Woke up at 7.Took my own sweet time to school.
Hair check.FAIL-.-
"You,from term one your hair has towed the line"
Hey Mr.Raj,this ain't NS.HAIR DOES NOT AFFECT STUDIES.
School was normal.After school was better.
Went for TalentTime auditions.Went super smoothly.
Mr.Saiful gave _________________.
My front hand spring is almost perfect.
Then ethnic dance.Not much changes.
From 6 6 6 to 4 4 4.Dun understand,forget it.
Practice practice.Then after dance i finally got to spend time with my baby.
We went to spectacle shop to look at Oakley Spects.And fuck it,i look stupid in every model cause of my fcking hair.
Sent her home.Went back to Bedok a little moody.Met my fam-bro.They made me smile again.And they really nice today.They fill up my tummy and let me buy alot of stuffs from Fairprice.It's a good day overall.I'm not gonna cut my hair.Im gonna style down.If FAIL,i give up.

Idk who is reading my blog.It died.Trying to revive it.

Only this while,i start questioning.

What's wrong..

2010-03-23T01:07:00.003+08:00

After all this time.
I'm finally gonna lose it again.
It's 1.08.And i'm not asleep.
I'm sorry baby.
I can't sleep yet.
There's alot of stuffs going on in my mind.

I have to go now.Try to sleep.
Please let everything go.
I miss you baby.

PS.Why must you do this?I'm filled with guilt..

One year.

2010-03-03T01:19:00.002+08:00

Look at the time.
It's 1.20 for me.
I can't sleep.
I can't say i'm totally happy.
But..I survived 2nd March 2010.
Thanks for the memories.
Even if they weren't so great.
Everything will be updated in my pblog.

Everytime i try to grasp..
i keep falling in your trap.
not this time.
cause i don't like to be made a fool.
you can be my biggest regret.
but i'll be by your side.
no matter how near or far.
cause i promised.
But..
I might be gone by the time you need me.
You lost something that is unretracable.
You know that.you just don't realise it.
You know i'm talking about you..again.
What can i say?I've done my part.
It's been a year.
And i'm glad to say i made it.

Caught in between.

2010-02-20T09:24:00.002+08:00

Mistakes.
I've been making mistakes for this whole week.
Following,listening and even watching.
Damn,they say curiousity killed the cat.
I'm no cat,but it's killing me.
I need to stop.But i can't.
We make it every day.
I make it every hour.

It's about time this happens.
I need the 23rd of Febuary to come quickly.
I need people to talk to.

I need a girl who can sweep me off my feet.
I wish i could write more.
But the rest will be in my private blog.
Updated by tonight.Hopefully.

Today will be tiring.
Like every other day.
But,i got a feeling,
work will suck.
Cause im not feeling so good.

Curiousity killed the motherfcuker.

2010-02-07T11:30:00.003+08:00

I know its useless to get upset over trivial matters.
But i lost my mood during work quite a few times ytd.
Just because i kept thinking very deeply.
I didnt even greeted/smiled at customers.
Haiyaa.Stupid trivial matters.

Today work again.Fcuk it.Very lazy.Next week.
Weekday except friday i not working.
Saturday Sunday working.
Valentines day?Hmmm.
I know after work im free(:
Im just saying.
Hehe=P
No laaaa,who want go date with me oneeee?-.-
haha.

Today Nadiah,Hisyam,Irshad,WenZhong working.Quite fun ah.Haha.
Bedek bedek onlyyyyyy.Haha.

Yesterday,chatted with ikaa,Asriah and Adam.
ikaa went off,then msged her awhile.
Theeeennnnnnnn,i think she slept already.
(Dah tak reply perrrrrrr)haha.

I don't find it funny kay?
Not one fucking bit.
I don't see the reason to say hello.
Hell,i don't see the point of you saying you're upset cause i don't say hello/talk to you.
Why should i do any of this,when you don't have the fucking iniative to do the same.
Please stop coming and going in my fucking life.
It's already bad enough without you fucking it up again and again.

Walking down that broken path.

2010-02-06T08:34:00.003+08:00

Hello to all the people who read my dead blog for 1263129749186401276 times.
Thank you for coming here to read again,lucky for you,i have updated.
Lemme just write about what i can remember again this week.

Monday:
Nothing much happened.During school horus and after.Cause after school,i went home straight to take a deserved break before i went to work.The people on duty that day was Me,Syafiq,Boon Fang,Nadiah,Vincent,Kelvin and Wen Fang.Sales were good that day.Real Good.Haha.I had popeyes for my break.(Really love the chicken=D)After work homed.

Tuesday:
Nothing much happened in school also.After school had ethnic dance.We had 2 sec ones joining in because the other 12 sec ones have swimming lessons.So we had a few ice-breaking games.Then we had to ruuuuuuuun and UP!Haha,thennnnn..learnt some new stuffs and finished.Homed and i guess i didnt do anything else.I think.Im not sure.STM.

Wednesday:
Recieve a message from afifah.It was my alarm clock.Haha.Had to wake up early for meeting for Fitness Program.Buuuuut,i snoozed(Replied and went back to sleep)Till i felt i was late enuf.Reached school at about 7.20.Went inside the hall.Very funny.Mr.Ng was smiling when his face turned,saw me being late,and his smile COMPLETELY vainished.I LOL-ed.Then meeting over went to the field to run one round.Hoo-ray-.-
Then nothing else happened.Then on this day,i wanted to go for a jog with Radio since she jogs alot.So i met her at 6pm.We started jogging.
Our goal was:One round 30 mins.
Our timing?:One round 29 mins.
Irritating kaaaaaan?Aku tawu.Haha.Homed.Slept for 2 hours before facebook-ing.And i received a call at about 8 or 9.Then we talk talk talk cause we never stop talking.Hahaha.We always have something to say.And i made alot of mistakes that day.And she is soooooo fast to capture it-.-
Put down the phone at 4.45.Slept five minutes later.

Thursday:
Forgot that i had TAF.So i woke up at my usual timing of 6.45.Im supposed to reached school at 7.What else?Take my time laa.Haha.I went out of my house at about 7.18.Reached school at 7.25.Had to run non-stop around the field cause i was late.I rather have that then what the rest did(Sprinting)I counted how many round i can go.I ran 9 rounds in 15 minutes.Continuously and without stopping.Hahaha.Get it?Whatever.Then after TAF.Had PE.Won't elaborate the rest of the day.Other then the fact someone got soooo pissed off just because i didn't say hello.I wonder who is that.Aaaaaaaaaand,i went jogging that day again with Radio.But i wish i didn't go.Cause i lost my EZ-link card that day and now my knee is hurting really badly.

Friday:
Okaaaaaaaay.Seriously,nothing much happened.Social Studies test was okay.Recess is Mee Rebus.And for school.That's pretty much it.After school,went to mosque for prayers and back to school for Ethnic Dance.After that,hang-ed out with the people from NPCC.Had a great time laughing at Zul's lame jokes and riddles.Then "decorated" the classroom and headed back home.Went to session after that.I have a new friend!Idah Pendek.And i stalked her ever since P6-.-
Haha.Session was fun laa despite not dancing too much.I'm too tired to dance a lot yesterday.Homed alone.Haha.Idk why i laughed.

Today:
Gonna be spending my whole afternoon and night at Sportslink.Hooray-.-
But before that im heading to Pasir Ris to get a new freaking EZ-link card.Wasting 20 dollars on a fucking card.I hate myself for losing that card..I know today i wont be having fun.I won't be telling why till my next post.But here's a clue.

Who knew after all these times,
I'll walk down that broken path again.
And who knew after all this time.
The memories will flutter back into my brain.
Maybe it's time to use my Private Blog to rant again-.-

Till next time.
May Peace Be Upon You.
ADEKepul.

PS.Please have gerek people working today.Please please please.
PPS.I'm so sorry nenek that i havent been able to visit you.I will make a day free to visit you i promise.

Never Mind What Hater Say,Fuck Em' Till They Fade Away.

2010-01-23T00:38:00.005+08:00

Blood Brothers.

No need no explanation here.
He got my back.

I got his.

Have you ever felt something like it was just a dream though it really happened?I won't give too much info here cause it might seem obvious.I just hate the fact.Gone again?Haiz.How long is this gonna continue?When will it ever end?Please,don't fail me again.Don't leave my life again.Cause i need you more than you need me.

Lemme give you whatever i can remember.

Tuesday.

Well,i can't really remember much.Other than we had dance session for ethnic dance in the dance studio.First performance coming riiiiight up.CNY Celebration.Holy crapness!Haha.It's coming too soon.Other than that,i only remembered someone calling me in the dead at night.Scared i was already asleep and that she was disturbing me.Haha.So we talk talk for a while(Well,she did most of the talking,cause it was HER topic.HAHA)Then we had to put down the phone due to "unforseen circumstances" right?HAHA.

Wednesday:

Started doing airchairs cause im bored.Getting better at it.I swear.Haha.Went to Shahz house to play DotA but forgot that this metta copy paste the game from his brother's laptop to his.Dipshit!HAHAHAHA.So in the end just lepak at his house.Watch video,he played his laptop and was otp with Rabia.Watched a bit of tv.Teka-teki.Haha.Then went home.Online and slept.And i think it was this day that me and Shahz was soooo late,we took bus 506-.-

Thursday:

PE was supa dupa fun.We played the game Crust and Crane.And i owned Adam.Haha.Adam got hearing problems.HAHA.Then we played Captain's Ball.Damn funny.Boys were split up.I was with Adam and Shahz was alone.We started winning from 3-1 to about 7-2.Then Jia Yi joined.So i left Adam and went to Shahz team.And guess what?SUPA DUPA COMEBACK!Oh yeahh!Haha.We won the match with the score of 12-11.We rock!Haha.Then after school went to work.Was soooooooo tired.My legs kept being jelly.I don't like.Then after work sent Nadiah halfway home and Ayu all the way home.28-ed home.Slept.Joke of the day:Elevation okayyy?

Friday:
Was supa dupa late and Dad was being so nice to send me to school(:

Spend time with family.LOL.Then walked with Munny to classroom.Theeeeeen idk what happen.Haha.Went for friday prayers.Went back to school for ethnic dance.For now,me and shahz nothing to do cause there's no new stuffs.So Kak Huda worked on the girls while me and Shahz break.Haha.Then went home.At 7.30,went out to dance session at Fes.Then today instead of breaking,most of the time spent was popping.Unequal proportions blah blah blah.HAHA.It's really hard kay.But Butters(One popper) inspired me sooooo much to continue.And it's nice lah.Haha.Homed chat fb mandi sleep(:

Today:
Work at 1.Rewang after work.Work finish at 10.Will home,bathe then online.

Note to self for today:Gonna be freaking tired.But at least got food later on.Good luck Saiful.

PS.I'm waiting for a miracle.But i don't want it to end in that kind of way.But i'll wait.Like i have for about 7-9 months.Sheesh.Haha.

PPS.I'm counting down the days.Please god make it work.Hope it won't be

awkward.Sheesh.Haha.

May Peace Be Upon You

ADEKepul(:

Thirst for Love.

2010-01-18T23:37:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!How was your day?
Mine was SUPERLY BORING!Haha.
But oh well.When you have a life,try living it to the max.

In the morning,i chatted with Amy(I screamed and shout when i saw she chatted with me)We first talked randomly about stuffs.Then it got to the topic of them leaving me.I gotta know their motives,reason and regrets.What saddens me the most was their reasons for doing whatever they did.But it also brought a smile to my face.Know why?Cause they appreaciate me.I never felt more wanted by a friend then at that point.After a while,Amy was being herself because she suddenly said,"I'm hungry uhh."Never changing Amy.And we already created some inside jokes like,"Bun filled with rubbish inside".Haha.Daaaaamn cute laa.Then she was getting more and more worried as time goes by because i was supposed to be sleeping.(It was already 4.38AM).I gave up and had my rest at about 4.45.

I know Amy will kill me after reading this post.But i woke up and i could only open my eyes a quarter of it's normal size-.-
And even after bathing,my eyes were super red.So i went to school using spectacles.I slept inside Mr.Johnny Foo's class(Geography) cause it was so fucked up boring AND Mr.Foo's voice is so freaking drony i wanted to smash the table.And though i was sleeping,i know he was telling the class something about me.

Then blah blah blah.After school,went home with Adam.*Gay Sex Tonight!*Haha.Then went off to tamp for work.Haiyaa.Today Budi Yan Qing Desiree Benny Kelvin Siti and Nadiah working.And i fucking hate doing stock.Serious shit.Fucking irritating.Then i always kena scolded cause i was always caught talking to my friend.Haiyaa.BULLSHIT.haha.Kelvin let me off like 2 hours earlier(7.30) cause he felt that the place like got a little customer only.So reached home.Blah blah blah.Yada yada.And now im here.

And Asriah,i am very very very sorry with all my heart that you felt that i had forgotton you.You gotta chills girl!Cause even though im busy,i will always look out for you and all my other friends.Sorry didnt reply your message.I was too kanchiong spider tak nak lambat for my work.So jangan marah kay?Will lepak with you soon(:

Ain't life boring?
Not with you around(:

The end of the 2nd day of work.

2010-01-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

Hmm.And here ends the second day of working.
To those who know where i work,shut it.(:

I'm supa dupa tired from working.
Now i know how Shahz,Rabia,Kuda,Asriah feels when they work.Wait,cancel out Rabia and Kuda.CAUSE THEY WORK TOGETHER.But i made new friends(:
They are:Wen Zhong,Irshad,Budi,Benny,Kelvin,Desiree,Jia Ying,Hui Chin,Vincent and Nadiah!
Alot right?I know.And to remember alot of names in a day..Is quite hard.Buuuut,it's way easier than finding shoes.And on both days,i've had crappy customers already.And i hate moping the floor.Haha.After work finished,me and some other peeps went off to play badminton.And Irshad was shocked that i can breakdance.And so was Desiree,Jia Ying and Jason(?)Jason went off first.Then Irshad and Jia Ying went off.Then Vincent went home.Then Me,Ayu,Hattri and Nadiah walked to Afghan.But before that,it was funny dancing and singing to breakdancing songs.No life-.-
Haha.Then got matreps.I did one Six Step to Bridge and they said,"Eh,battle uh!Battle uh!"Sorry,don't do techtonics.Hattri dah on fire."Eh,dorang boleh buat ni tak?*Does a Flare*)Haha.And i win Vincent in badminton.11-10.Close call i know.Woohooooo.Haha.Happy sangat menang.Tomorrow working.The people i know working is Ayu,Nadiah and me.Haiyaaa.Damn tired.Macam nak skip.Hehe.Today Hui Chin final day):
She transfer to Airport!Haha.So sad.Lose one friend.Haiyaa.Haha.She brought us sweets.How nice of her.

Syahiran,my turn to make Bahasa Samaran(:
You run,faster and faster.
Eventually you fall.Very hard.
You got up,rubbed the dust off your shoulders.
Start running again.And fall again.
Thinking you will find it easier to catch it.
But what you don't realise is you are trying to catch YOUR BREATH.
Try slowing down.You'll catch it eventually.
You got the shoes and gears to run.
You just don't know how to.
Good luck.See you at the finish line(:

Get it?
Love it.
Live it.(:

PS.Man i'm gonna hate bringing all the things to school.-.-
PPS.No more dance.Unless bored.
PPPS:I can guess who and when.Him and 2 months less.
Question:Should i work during CNY/VD?Hong Bao $72 if work all three days.If no girlfriend/nobody to go out with then go work uh!xD
But please give me suggestions at my taggie.

May Peace Be Upon You

What now?

2010-01-17T10:06:00.004+08:00

What's the point of pushing so hard when eventually,you will fall?
When you realise you're down,no one's there to help you.
You pick yourself up to face all of these challenges.
When you know yourself that you cant take the heat.

People say,"Don't give up",you'll get what you wanted.
True,that sentence did help improve my life.
But was it pleasure or pain that it has brought me now?
We passed so much boundaries and we still keep getting caught in another.

So what should i do?I just can't stand here.
But if i do something.It will just backfire.
People will think.People will hate.
But i guess it's okay.

Cause i know one thing.
Even if it's me against the world.
I'll plug into the wonderful music in my iPod.
And i'll call my mum to tell her i'll be gone.

Not from the house.Not nowhere near there.
I'll be that guy who's always careful.
Who's trying to try to get of out society.
Giving up as i please.

This is not me.
But i guess i will,for me.
For my family.
For my loved ones.

So friends/best friends/BSC/Frienemies/Haters.
If i were to change.Let it be.
If i don't,heave a sigh of relief.
Cause this is the way it has to be.

So answer this.
What now?

ADEKepul

PS.No more dance.

Schedule:
(Work)
Today:From 1 to 9.30
Monday:From 3 to 9.30
Thursday:From 3 to 9.30
(CCA)Ethnic Dance
Tuesday:TBC(To be confirmed.)
Friday:TBC
(CCA)Drama Club.
Wednesday:3 to 5.30?
TBC study date.
Asriah-English.(I'll plan for you okay?Message me when you got art club/you busy)

May Peace Be Upon You.
ADEKepul

Working from 9-5

2010-01-16T08:30:00.003+08:00

2009 Hari Raya Photo.

I look like good boy:P

I do not wish to elaborate on ytd cause it was so fucked up.

Just know this laa eh.

I know what i did.I know why i did that.I have my reasons.But for you to barge into this thing..Is just plain motherfucking bullshit.Raise your voice against me?Hahh!Im not even shouting and you raise your voice.Know what that means?It means you lost.You dunno what to do.And how come you need to know the reason from me.While i already know you're answer?Cause,you don't know what's happening.Even you're sis says she okay.So what the fuck do you want?John,please laa.Jangan merepek.Benda dah lepas buat hal lepas.Don't come and talk to me if you either gonna talk bullshit or you gonna talk about Jam & Hop again.Cause i had enough.You've reached my limits/crossed the line and whatever else which goes like that.I'm done.

Anyway,today i'll be working from 10 to 9.30.Yes 11 hours and 30 minutes.I've been through worse.And that's why i love FoH.HAHA.And ignore the title cause that's not the timing.It's a phrase.So avoid calling unless important.

See ya.
May Peace be Upon You
ADEKepul

Just one more time.

2010-01-15T01:17:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeell.

It's freaking 1.18 in the morning and guess what?
I'M BACK TO BLOG BAYBEHHH!

Well,no resolutions for me in 2010.
Cause like last year.
I didn't carry out the resolutions very well now did i?
For those of you who still don't know my N Level Results.
Here it is:For EMB3,i got 11 points.There,stop asking.
2010 is a waaaaaaaay freaking bad year for me so far.
Well.The first two weeks wasn't exactly what i would call great.
Quick update.

The first week wasn't too great.The last few days of holidays were heartwrenching.It took alot of my guts and sheer power to go through the two days.Wanna know?Don't ask:P
Then it was the start of the educational system.Or school for short.I sat with Shahz at the third row of the classroom.Well,things were normal.Me shouting at the teacher.My hair too long.Tucked out.But what pissed me off was that she called my mom on the freaking first day of school.Haiyaaa.Bleagh.I rather not talk about it.Okay.CCA fair was supadupa fun!Haha.I went out with shahz.And imagine,'Ethnic Dance" person wearing a kain samping,black pants,black shirt and OSIRIS.Buuuut,very very fun.Gave CHOCOLATES to Atiqah(Which she lost later in the day!!!)Saw Syahadah,Syahiran,Atiqah,Dayyah and some other people which i soooo luper to mention:P
The express girls came down to help out with the booth.And i was there to help make noise.I ~~destroyed~~ played the Kompang(sp?) and it actually worked.We got like..1 and one third of pages full of people wanting to join.Kinda brings back memories of trying to help drama booth.Very funny.After a while gave up cause all like malas nak layan already.Haha.Anyways,back to Ethnic Dance.Yeah,we got alot of people.Sucks to know however that there's not alot of boys.Oh well,if i enter YOG damn cool sia.Woooo~Haha.Need to get A1 for CCA points.So my life will be so much easier.Haha.Then after that,Ms.Haryani was super kind enough to buy us 4 boxes of pizza.But sadly,she didnt stay to eat with us.Haiyaa.Then later that night,joined the sec one campfire just because we wanted to see Insomnia performance.Haha,our comment?"Eh,sial ahh!The choreograph damn cool sia.Who teach them siaa?!"HAHA.Perangai abang kakak(:

Skip the days that went by but here's a super quick one on what happened.
Went to Starbucks with Farhanie and Zhaf then after that went to Memi's house to play Gears of War 2.MUST CHOP WOOOOOOOOOOD!Haha.Went home.Left 4 Dead 2.Man i love to kill zombies.Haha.Then on another day,went to starbucks with Zhaf Elah and umm umm,either Maira/Farhanie or both.Haha.Sorry cannot remember.On another day,watched Sherlock Holmes with Maira,Elah and Zhaf.Met Farhanie to eat at QiJi after that.Farhanie went off.We played A-Whole-Lot-Of-Truths-And-Too-Little-Dares.Then me and Zhaf sent Elah home.On another day went to Johor Bahru,Malaysia with Adam,Elly,Nana,Shahz,Zhaf and Shahz's parents.We went to Angsana Mall,Danga Bay and Pasar Pandan.Highlight of the day?Nana touched the screen,BLACKOUT!Haha.Bought lotsa shirts!!!!Happy me!:D
Should i buy the Nike Air Max at Danga Bay(All white).Please answer at taggy.Need your opinion.

Well,for all i can remember..Yesterday after school went to Tamp to buy red ring file.Someone also bought RRF and earpiece.Haha.Will buy one soon.someone bought for me RRF and i owe that someone money!Haha.After that,planned to go QiJi to eat.But someone wanted Popeyes.And it was not a bad choice either,soooo i didn't mind:P
Went to Old Chang Kee first as someone wanted Curry'O.Haha.I bought Curry'O and Chicken Wing and she bought one Curry'O.Then over at Popeyes,bought a Maximeal and someone bought another meal.Haha.Oh ya,the cashier cute siaa,i like her hair.Daaamn nice.Compliments the face.Well,haha,whatever.Then after eating,went to Tamp Inter to take __ with someone and dropped halfway.Haha.Oh and btw,we gossiped bout someone allllllll the way.Haha.
Then today was quite boring laa so to say.Morning morning mesti stand up.Why?Cause i never bring collar pin.Stupid-.-
Then PE i forgot to bring PE Shirt and Shorts.2 rounds of warmup around the Parade Square and it was my punishment time!"Carry the Valuable Box and go behind canteen"HAHA.Mr.Ng so nice to me.Haha.I dropped Yu Xian's phone.HAHA.Lucky he never see.Well,we went behind for the 50m Dash Trails thingy.My first "Competitor" was Alex.I beat him by a few milliseconds.Next up was Esmond.I won him by 1 second ++.Funny thing is.both of the readings of my dashes were similar.7.8 seconds.Haha.And Mr.Ng wants me to be in the sports day event):
Then the rest of the school hours were quite boring.FNN dah start.And dah kena marah already.Sian.Haha.Saiful must change.Oh and guess what?I never eat anything(Meals) except at night.I felt sorry for the chicken who had been feasted on by me.HAHA.Homed.Waited till 12 midnight for lappy.Now updating.Later must wake someone up,school till 10.30 and off to tamp and off to Jurong East to take laptop.For the rest of the day?I'm not sure.Let god show me the way.

Will,thank people slowly.But for now,time is running thin.
I gotta go already.My rating on life for 2010?
5.5/10
Time Check:2.15AM
Currently Chatting With:Nurul Atiqah Bte Abdul Razak
That's all for now.
See ya.
Good night.Sweet dreams.
May Peace Be Upon You.
ADEKepul signing out.

Goodbye 2009 Part One

2009-12-31T02:50:00.006+08:00

Hooray.
it's near 3AM and i'm still not sleeping.
Waking up early to got to Jurong East to send my fucking laptop.31 December 2009 huh?Came too fast.Flown too fast.Everything ended too fast.Haiz.It's no use laa.I think im gonna use my private blog to update on stuffs.But whatever..

This year..

Preview of the other post(:
Fight fight fight.Quarrel quarrel quarrel.Staying strong.Showing signs of life for dancing.Started to learn waving.Loving jabbawockeez.Got to know the new teachers.Guessing that the year was gonna suck.Sat with Nuril,Diana,Afifah,Radhiah and Amanda.Keep getting cereals from Nuril.Then sat with Afifah.Jokes started pouring out.20010 and London Choco Rolls.FoH for Aesop Fables.Borrowed 10 dollars from Nuril just to buy wax(And took a freaking long time to pay her back-.-)Broke up on the 21st.Cried in front of Shahz and Adam near shop.Patched on the ____.Near Damai Primary School.Then kept quarrelling.Spent Valentines Day.Almost didn't happened.Pizza Hut treat on me.Added with 6pcs chicken.And 6 flowers.Three red,two pink,one yellow.To and fro and to and fro.Getting serious for Talenttime.Recruited Zulfirdaus,Rabia and Maira to form the original BSC.Then broke up on the 3rd.Never ending tears.Created a new hobby of sitting at the window ledge just thinking bout stuffs.Total count of nearly falling:13.Tried my best to get her back.Failed.Then keep talking on the phone with either Nuril,Syahiran or Insyirah.Wrote notes on my iPod Touch.Thought i fell in love.But i think it was just a rebound.Forgot about liking the girl.Keep getting aches cause of something.Then performance for BSC(Talenttime)Did..okay.Then a few days later.Get to know we won in the Dance Category and the Overall Category.BSC fought soon after.Zul left the crew.Adam left the crew.BSC was supposed to spilt up.Me and Shahz gave up.Rabia and Maira wanted BSC to make a comeback.Me and Shahz tried.Got it back.Maira left BSC.We recruited Nadiah and Elly.I liked this girl.Long story.Wont elaborate.Sucked.

The story of the ASS.(Amy,Saiful,Sakinah)
Then i forgot how,but i became friends with Sakinah and Amelia AKA Amy.We talked on the bench near the General Office.It was my first time talking alot to Sakinah and first time even talking to Amy.When i joined,they were asking like..which one would you prefer?This or That?And even though i just knew her,Amy shot me a dirty question.Although i was taken aback and like totally shy to answer that question,i just did.Haha.We talk talk talk and i realised that i have just found two new best friends.I had to go off early cause i was supposed to meet Insyirah as she slept for a while because she had a major headache.So we exchanged numbers.Then later during that day.i sat near my playground in the rain cause i had some major thinking to do.I remember the date.1st march 2009.hack into my account and go see.while thinking,i receive a msg.saying,"Hi,kau tak tawu saper ni kan?haha."i asked whether it was "Suckinah" or "Armylia".Haha..got to know that it was sakinah.talked to her for a while.after a few days.got to know amelia's phone lost.then amy was so sweet.she treated me to KFC just because she wanted me to smile.(24th March 2009)then her then boyfriend came with a limp.and the way he looked at me.i felt insecure.HAHA.they left soon after.Leaving me and sakinah alone.What was weird with sakinah was that she could study while we were eating.Amy told me that she can even study in the toilet.haha.then there was also the day we went to Pizza Hut to celebrate sakinah's bday.amy bought for her a tiara.(Picture of her at her blog(Sakinah)).We then went to swensens cause we wanted ice cream,ordered earthquake.felt guilty cause sakinah had to pay(Be it was her birthday)But funny,we didn't finish it.They made fun of me cause the girl kept serving us and they thought she liked me.haha.I was usually on the phone with Amy cause it was my turn to return the favour.We also went to Tampines to play arcade.Played Rambo with her.And wow was she good at shooting people.Haha.But i'm better.Haha.Then went home at 11.We laughed a the fact that we're new friends,went out only once and yet we spent alot of time at tamp.Haha.Went to Amy's house after school to lepak.I still remembered how they looked like when i arrived.Soooooooooo-tak-perlu.Haha.Then i cooked popcorn chicken for the girls as they were hungry.And got to know that Amy's brother is gay with Idris(Adam's Lil Bro)Haha.Sakinah went off near Maghrib.Then me and Amy went to somewhere to lepak.We got caught cause it was "Limited Access".Laughed i out and went to Mac to eat and homed.Nearing the 18th of June.i got to know they were going to go Seoul Garden to celebrate their friend,Atiqah's birthday.Being muka tembuk as usual,i asked can i follow?Sakinah said she'll ask.On the 17th of June,was otp with Sakinah and Atiqah.Belum kawan dah otp.Gila pehh budak.It was funny talking to them.They made me laugh abit uhh.Can sehh abit je.Haha.Then on the 18th of june.Got dressed and met them at City Hall.(Amy didn't follow cause at the point of time,(June Holidays)she went totally quiet,and she didn't have money.)They were late.GIRLS!AS USUAL!Haha.Those who followed:Anisa,Atiqah,Sakinah,Sumi,Me.Atiqah and i wore the same coloured shirt.Haha.macam planned ehh?Haha.Then we ate at Marina Square Seoul Garden.It was my first time going.And they all so bad kacau me about me being soooooooooooo jakun.haiyaaaaa.Then went to the back.Bought a slice of cake for atiqah,COULDN'T LIGHT THE CANDLE,HAHA.Watched fireworks with them.Became super close with Amy for a while.Like veyr funny,from nobody to like..Rapat gila.And i was happy i met her,cause she ate Subway.She was my Subway Buddy.Haha.Trademark kay guys!No stealing!HahaBorrowed my phone to Amy cause her phone lost/rosak.Fought with Sakinah.Didn't talked for a while.Fought with Amy after a while.Got a message for Amy after a week that we needed to talk.Getting ready for Anisa's Birthday,they(Amy,Sakinah and Atiqah) pulled me to Atiqah's house(They made the cake there)On the way there,i never said A WORD.Then over there we talked it out.Not long after.Fought with Sakinah again.Amy and I talked but not long after,me and Amy fought also.Amy lost my phone.Haha.But after that,sadly..I lost my two best friends for the year.

A little shoutout to those two above.
I really treasure every moment i spent with you guys.Be it SG or having to wait at Sakinah's block stairs for nearly ONE HOUR for you girls to get ready.I really treasure it.No matter whether it was me who was heartbroken,Amy or Sakinah,we helped each other.Thanks for taking care of me when i couldn't.You guys are one of the major reason i'm me these days.Thanks for pulling me out from the darkness.I'm happy for you guys.Amy,last long with Fyrr.Sakinah,last long with Haji Hassan.I'm sorry for all that i've said,done and whatever i did that was wrong in your eyes.You both are one of the best reasons 2009 was a good year for me.And i feel guilty,cause i can only offer you guys a short paragraph when you guys gave me the world.All our memories will forever be etched in my mind.Even though we don't talk anymore,i would like to say thank you.Cause you both are the once-in-a-lifetime best friends i'll get.Too bad i let you guys go.Thank you,I'm sorry,goodbye.

Nurul Atiqah Bte Abdul ~~Aziz~~ Razak
I got to know Atiqah on her birthday.We went to "study" at National Library with Sakinah and Amy.Stupid me.I never silence my phone.It rang in the library.Atiqah laughed at me.ALOTTT.Then we started msging.Got to know this girl...VERY VERY emo.HAHA.Then i started having midnight calls with her.And funny thing is..I ALWAYS SLEEP when talking to her.ATIQAH VERY VERY BORING PERSON!HAHAHAHAHA.Joking laa atiqah.Haha.Kept having midnight calls with her.Till she gave me a nickname.Very very very kental.(And as i'm typing about her.One Time is playing on the radio-.-)She loved my voice when it deepened and strangely changed during one of the calls.And called it,"The voice".Veh veh irritating you know?"I miss the voice.I wanna hear the voice.Where is the voice?".Atiqah,take my voice,and marry it please.HAHA.Then she like it when i sing.Like..Really really like it.Haha.I never thought that my voice was dope.Haha.Only to her i guess.She even asked me to sing snippets of songs from A-Z(A night to remember,Ba ba black sheep,Candy Shop) adn by the end of it.I lost my breath.Haha.We went to Tamp with Anisa and Sumi for Seoul Garden.ANNNND we went to Tamp with Anisa and Sumi AND Rifqi for Seoul Garden(My fault..It's the fucking craving)Haha.That day was funny.In the toilet.Me and Rifqi was changing.Then he wore his shirt.I was like,"Awwwwwww,daaaaaaaamn."Same colour shirt.Haha.He wanted to avoid canteen cause he shy.HAHA.It was actually a movie outing,but i changed it to a SG outing.Haha.Then got one time me and her was talking otp,she went and say something that i didn't tell her what.But it caught me off guard.Haha.Till now i won't forget.Haha.Can't say much about her.Oh yaaa,i told her i was her long lost uncle.HAHA.I love you too much laa uncle!Haha.That was funny.And sorry i dun usually reply your messages on time.I usually chuck my phone to the side after seeing the message.HAHA.Can't say alot about atiqah.We usually talk on the phone and on the com.But sometimes.We stay back after school.Haha.It would be chaos after that.Haha.We have different companies.Dayyah/Anisa/Sumi/Amy/Sakinah.Haha.It was never a bored lepak-king after school with them.I called her father Abdul Aziz.HAHA.Sounded familiar so i just said it.Haha.Im sooo sorry that i changed your father Atiqah!Haha.

Ahahahahahahaha.Fruitful year.
Don't worry that's not the end.
Will update about BSC,Dome Fam,BFFL,FoH,Anisa/Sumi,Jannah/Syahirah/Nicole/Syamirah,Syahirah(Ex-GF) and anything else i have forgotton.I need sleep now.Bye bye.

Note that what ever i wrote above is what i felt like writing.If you didn't like what i wrote.Tell me,cause i won't bother.But please dun be hurt or whatever reading this.I have no intention whatsoever on trying to hurt your feelings or raking up the past.It's not chronologically in order.I just let my fingers do the typing.

PS.I can't believe i cried writing that shoutout above.Haiyaa.:'(

So sick~

2009-12-29T23:04:00.007+08:00

My Daddy and Mummy Angkat for Bangkok Trip.

Silap mata macam sama muka.Betul tak?

Either way,without them..

The trip will be more boring.

Heyya guys.

I dunno why.But i have my own version of moodswings.

When i'm with someone/In the morning/Afternoon i'm happy.

When i'm alone/At night i'm sad.

Sucks huh?

Before i start,Happy birthday to Miraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Finally 15?Greaaaaat.Haha.Take care of yourself.Hope youhave a very very fruitful year ahead.Live to a very ripe old age and tell them abt me okaaaaaaay?Haha.xD

Monday 28 December 2009

Morning started out slow.Got up and ready and went out to meet Shahz and Adam to go to school.Lemme tell you how we were dressed.

Me:Red Rip Curl Shirt,Jeans,Osiris Shoe,Accessories

Shahz:Plain Black T-Shirt,Jeans,Nike High-Cut Shoe,Acessories.

Adam:The mother____ing Damai Full U.

Haha.Me and Shahz was laughing all the way at Adam.When inside,saw a couple of people.People like the Banana Girls,Dayyah,Nuraini,"that guy",Anisa and Sumi,Amanda,Esmond and others.Haha.Then wait for the dips that are going to buy books cause i'll be buying my books next year.See who the dipshits are first.lol.Then went home and got ready to go watch movie.SKIP SKIP.Movie cancelled.Before that went to watch half of Harold And Kumar 2:Escape From Guantanamo Bay.Then we went to grab food from Burger King and Subway(For the ____-______)Side track:I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY LAAA I GOT SUBWAY AGAIN.IT'S BEEN TOO LONG WE WERE SEPARATED!Sedih,my Subway Buddy gone cause we fought...Or something like that.

Back on track,we went off to Pasir Ris Park to sit down and grab bites.MY OSIRIS GOT A BIT DIRTY.FUCK LAAAAAAA.Haha.Then watched videos,blah blah blah.Then off we went to E-Hub.Some went home.The ones who stayed went to the arcade to play games.I played Daytona three times.First i beat Rabia,second lost to Haicurl in the last minute,third i lost so i played crazy,i drove backwards.I made Spade sad cause he got first,but because i collided into his car,it sent him flying to fourth position.HAHA.I also played Rambo.(Hmmmms.What?Shut up!Haha.)
Then we all walked to the interchange and i separated with all of them as i took 17 to home sweet home.

Tuesday(29th December 2009)

Got up freshen up and even cooked roti prata.Getting ready for the day and when i msged Asriah because i might be late..She said,"Sorry,aku baru bgn."My reaction?*"Okay",throws handphone on the bed,went to living room and watched SpongeBob SquarePants*She msged me to meet at 2.30 since she didn't have to meet her mum.And i said sure sure.Then SKIP.Met her near her block.Was about to take 21 when i saw a familiar face.And i heard gibberish coming from Asriah.But then..when i listened clear.It shooked me abit.Haha.It was,"Alamak,mak aku mak aku!"Haha.I was like.."Huh?Where where?"Then i was like,"Ohhhhhhhhhhh..No wonder the dude looked familiar.It is Faisal,her bro..Haha."Haha.Then 21-ed to Pasir Ris.Someone was being irritating giler to the max when i was playing 2012.It's like..Answer questions to survive.And everytime i get correct,she will say,"Anyhow press/Main hantam je." and when i lose a life,she will just look at me...and laugh.-.-

Reached PRI and bought Bandung/Yam Ice Blended? and transitted to PRP via 403.(401 eh?Tu je ECP laaaaaaaa.)Walked around and found a waterbreaker.(It was the same place-.-)Then we sat down.And we talk talk,before i started the topic of singing.She told me to sing first.I shuffled songs till "So sick" by Ne-Yo came on.Being a huge fan of Ne-Yo,i started singing the song.Then for idkwtfsdtf reason,she started screaming,"SO SICK!" to the ocean.And i can't help but to stop and laugh before continuing.Then we started singing and for me,rapping.Speaking of which,i saw this group of chinese walking down the beach..Then i was rapping with the "Hand Motions" then in my mind i was like..,"If they saw me like this,i bet they think i'm pissed off at asriah."HAHA.But that didn't stop me.And just like that,2 hours passed.We went off to E-Hub.We ate at Fish n Co Express.Side track:I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY LAA I GET TO EAT FISH N CO AGAIN.SO LONG NVR TASTE.Not gonna elaborate.HAHA.

Back on track:I kept disturbing her by singing and dancing to Michael Jackson's songs.It was superduper funny.And sad,the portions of the Fish n Chips have shrinked by 30%?Yeahh.Then took 21 to her house.Inside the bus,she conquered my iTouch by playing Diner Dash.And i kept disturbing her by distracting her from playing properly.HAHA.Dropped and crossed the road and homed via 21 and then 228.Homed and dunno wth im supposed to do now.

Thanks to Dome Fam and Asriah for making my day.

Thanks for letting me taste Fish n Co Express and Subway again.

Dianallica Kedoinkdoink,is this long enough for you?And thanks for the compliment,i have also set up an appointment with the optometrist for you(:

Annnnnnnnnnnd.here you guys go.Enjoy.

Credits to Dianallica Kedoinkdoink for reminding me there's such a thing as "embedding"=.=

Tear it down.

2009-12-28T03:14:00.004+08:00

Muka stone.

But i like this picture.

Timecheck:3.30AM

Later gonna meet ShahzAdam to buy school books?If i wake up uhh.But i wont be buying.Mummy say later get.Hehe.Aiyaaaa.Wait wait wait.

Here's the highlights of my life.

Performance and Osiris(26 December 2009)

It was funny.Cause we go to the stage.First thing was,"WTF!The stage so small!"But we had to work with whatever we had.And we had to perform twice.And what?I heard there will be another performance for CNY?*Winks*

After performance.Went to lepak at Festival Park.While they lepak-ed.Me,shahz,adam,elly,farhanie,rabia,maira and amirul went to CS to accompany me buy shoe.Off we went to Miz 29.And i got myself a fcking dope Osiris shoe for 130 dollars.Wanna seeeeee?Well,you can FO!Haha.Wanna see must meet lor(:

Then after that go back to Fes Park to have a cute "Mini-Session".Kental uh girls.Gaduh plak.Apa kejadah laaa.Then after settle.JOKE UH.Haha."Dalam botol ada air"WTF WTF.Haha.Then headed home after that.

My Mother Driving!?!? and EPIC FAIL(27 December 2009)

Was woken up by my mum in the morning and what?"Ikut Mama gi jemputan"Niceeee.And guess what?My mum drive!!WTF WTF!Lol.I was actually scared for a while.And funny,i had to help her a few times.Like...Putting the gear in reverse and stuffs.Went to Punggol to get my uncle and aunty.My uncle took over the car and drove to this place which i won't say where cause of something i gonna type later.So over at the place.Ate,drank,wash eyes(LOL!JK!) and went up to see the lucky person."Luckily i didn't see you,god knows what i'll do if i do see you fugly face"Then went to ANOTHER jemputan.Haha.Ate again and drank again.Then actually supposed to go to another,but i told my mum i'm going off.So they sent me to Clementi.Skipped the trip to tamp.Went to Shahz house.Adam came soon after.Some dipshit thought he could COPY PASTE Warcraft 3.And what happened?EPIC FAIL.Haha.

Free Starbucks!!(27 December 2009)

After spending time at Shahz's house.Me and Adam went to fetch a Metta at work.Went there and i got my wish!A Toffee Nut Frapp Cream Based!Hehe.Love it.Then me and adam started playing this stupid game.It's like i spy.It's fcking lame laaa.Haha."Elly,flirt sommore.Flirt!FLIRT!Flirt with the guy in white shirt!"Haha.Funny crap siaa.Then 9-ed to Afghan then 28-ed home.Haha.

Currently chatting with Asriah and Johnny/Nadiah.

Can't wait for Tuesday.

Lemme check my schedule.

Monday-Going damai to accompany two dicks buy books./Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 outing with BSC-Nadiah+Nana+Sumi+Spade?

Tuesday-It's gonna be a BITCHy outing,right?Get it?It's a joke you see?-.-

Wednesday-The final session for Dome Fam for the year 2009!!

Thursday-Time to PARTAYEEEEE!Own the dance floor.Say goodbye to 2009!KISS MY ASS!Haha.

Friday-I don't have any plans on the day.I think if i wanna make kan,i know what to do.

Saturday-No plan.

Sunday-No plan.

Monday-No Plan.(Fuck siaaa aku.Padehal dah start skola.HAHA)

Realise something?2010 takder plan trus!Haha.fcked up.

Till next time,
ADEKepul

Guess who's back!?

2009-12-25T11:51:00.002+08:00

Sorry eh korang2 yang sayang aku sangat yang aku tak blog slalu.

haha.I will NOT update on my trip to Bangkok.But here's what i think.
It's like going to KL but by taking a plane.
I give the trip a 3.5/5.
Anyways,when i jussssssssst touched down at Changi Airport.I got msg from shahz that session is on.I thought of going.Then shahz called..Twice.I didn't picked up.I switched off my phone.Then when eating i switched on my phone.Rabia msged me saying performance is still on.I went like wtf.Serious.I came back on the 24th and performance was on the 26th.So what else?I ate fast.Send my parents to the taxi stand.And went off to go MRT.I CAN'T FIND THE FUCKING MRT AT TERMINAL 1.The signs didn't help.In the end give up and went Terminal 3 and ran to the MRT.Dropped at Tanah Merah.Run run as fast as i can.Haha.Then meet them already.Watched them a couple of times before learning the positioning and choreography.And i got it already.And i love the remix done by Haicurl.It's dope.More details on the performance today i guess.Today will be updated later.I gotta siap now.Bye bye.

PS.
Asriah,mana kau laaaaa?Smalam tak online.Aku rindu kau!MALAM KAU BETTER ONLINE.sebab aku malam malam baru online=P
(Dah overtake aku eh?No problem.Next week aku lepas kau balik:P)

I'm off to somewhere new.

2009-12-21T10:53:00.003+08:00

Wireless surfing.
How freaking cool.
Miss me guys.
I'm going away for a couple of days.
For those who don't know where i'm going.
That's too fucking bad.
Bye bye.
I'll online if it's possible.

Jangan nak step tak rindu uh.
(:

Stop.

2009-12-17T10:38:00.003+08:00

Oooooooooweeeee~

Haha.
14th December was fun like hell.Haha.Got ready for the "Important Crew Meeting".Met up at elly's crib to discuss about the matter.Shahz and Maira was already there.And..the news is..PERFORMANCE CANCELLED!!haha.Sedih or whaaaat.It's okay.Next year got other oppertunities.Right BSC?Haha.Then we go check up ~~Changkat~~ Changi Simei Community Center to check EOY party.8.30 till 1 o clock.Gonna party out pantat off!Woo!Then off we went to Starbucks to see the metta in work.Haha.(Separated with Elly cause she got work)Then drink drink drink.Eat eat eat.Haha.
The top three words/phrase used on the day:
Tied in third position:One hundred twenty and Dollars
Tied in Second Place:Metta and TETEK.
And in First Place:HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Very fun-ny laa lepak at starbuck with the two metta + the starbucks very own CHIPMUNK.Especially after Elly gave all three of us balloon.It was total chaos after that."On my radar!On my radar!The radar NEVER fails."Haha.So from 3.30 till 9.45 we lepak at starbucks.Took 5 with Maira and separated with her halfway.Homed,bathed and slept.

Will skip 15th December cause nothing happened.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!Epul sayang kamu.May you live to a ripe old age and still looking good as you always do.Sorry takder presents!=P

The older you get.The lesser you will want to reveal your age.

16th December.
Nothing much happened.Except got session.Super gerek laa.And Spade,jangan laa kau buat moonkick lagi.Siallaaaaa,kau jatuh tak perlu.DARAH KAU LAGI TAK PERLU!!!!!!!Eeeeee.Learnt two choreography one song.Tik Tok.One is BSC and one is Dome Fam.While we we're practicing.There was an audience.Wow.Then got more and more.And then i did 4 solars perfectly hitting the beat.LOL.Ada orang baru bagus sehh.haha.Haicurl said that one person even freaking recorded it.Be prepared to appear in either newspapers or Youtube.Dome Fam gonna be big!HAHA.Skali orang mintak battle.Waaaaaah!FIGHT AH SIAAA!haha.Everyone was having a great time sia.And that's really great.And i really really love the baseball jacket i bought from Haicurl.Haha.Homed and bathed and online and slept quite early.

Will update on today if i feel like it later.Haha.

You utterly disgust me.
I mean..Seriously.
How bad can you get?
What he said was right.
He should know who he is.
You're turning into something i disgust.
Please stop.

A BBQ and Wedding outing!

2009-12-13T12:34:00.002+08:00

Lemme start off with a song..

Always look on the bright side of life~
Hehe..

I know the hehe isn't in the song.
I was giggling to myself.HAHA.
The past two days was soooo awesome.

The first of the two days was Friday.
Woke up and got ready to meet farhanie to take otah2 and donuts.Haha.She was wearing her vans.And was proud of it.And then went to Suntec.(Skipped some parts.)Then we chose twenty four donuts.Haha.Then went all the way to kembangan.Went to BBQ wholesale shop and paid for the otah2(Skipped some parts)Cabbed to Topaz at Melville Park.Went to Farhanie's crib to help out with the fishballs.Went home after that to grab my guitar.Went back to find Shahz,Johnny,Elly,Adam and Farhanie already there.Maira,Rabia,Nana and Sumi came soon after.Swam with everyone except sumi nana and farhanie.Then Zhafri joined.Went out soon and helped out with the bbq.Lost my mood for awhile.Then i forgot.I only remembered playing Twister with I forgot who.I won(:
Then Elah,Haicurl and Zie came.Then i played Twister with Elah and Nana.I almost lost cause i really cannot take it.I WAS FREAKING SWEATING LAAAA.But they played cheat and try to make Elah stretch all the way to the corner like Spiderman.But she couldn't make it.Haha.So i won again.Oh,i have to say this.I LOVE THE MARINATED CHICKEN A WHOLE FCKING LOT!Seriously.Fell in love with it from the first bite.Then we chilled and chilled.I became a pillow for Elah.Haha.Then we all went back home.Said goodbye to farhanie and went separate ways.I walked with Elah,Zhaf,Haicurl,Elly,Izhar and Spade.But most of the time i was walking with Elah.We had quite alot to talk about.Haha.Then separated with Elly Zhaf and Izhar.Me,Elah and Spade took 18 when it came while Haicurl walked back home.Elah dropped first,Spade was second and I was the last to drop.Reached home,bathed,online,chat chat and soon slept.

Side Notes for the day:
1)I feel..Weird when taking taxis now.It's like..I still remember like that.HAHA.
2)Elah cannot take care of my guitar properly.HAHA!Sorry!:P

Yesterday went out at 4 o clock because i wanted to send my iPod for repair.They updated my software for free and they gave it back to me.So went back to bedok and waited for asriah.Then we took 87 to Hougang.We reached there 40 fucking minutes earlier and we killed time by walking to "Novena Mall".HAHA.Sorry!Then we met Orix thru very funny means.He was freaking right beside us.But we didn't realise it.Haha.Then met Syahiran,then Casey and Liyana arrived.

And thus the 6 of us took off.Then very stupid sia.We skipped a stop-.-
And we were heading out of the MRT then we like..Quickly ran back in.Haha.Then reached the LRT area.Took wrong direction.Took LRT back to Sengkang and met Shafeeq and another Liyana AKA Lali.And....WE TOOK THE WRONG DIRECTION AGAIN!Fcuk the person who make it so fcking confusing.And when we arrived at Sengkang for the 3rd fcking time.I started to talk to Casey because she was TOO QUIET!=P
I got to know she didn't understand what we were talking as there was 7 malays and 1 chinese which was her.So i kept reminding them to talk in english.And then something funny happened.

Syahiran:Eh dok!(To orix)
Me:English laa!
Syahiran:Umm,eh dog!

Then we finally took the correct LRT to Farmway.And since i was so nice yesterday.Each time someone said something is malay i will either say "English laa!" or i will translate.Haha.Then when we finally reached Farmway,Me and Liyana was sooo happy as we were that closer to getting to eatxD
Then while walking there was this bridge which was decorated with Bunga Mangga.Then we had to translate to english.And direct translation was Flower Mango.Haha.Some funny stuffs happened.Liyana was playing and tearing up the Flower Mango.And i keep getting shocked by the Flower Mango.Daaaaaaamn funny.Then we reached the place,we sat down and just chilled.And when it's time to get the food,i got up the fastest but was the last to reach the buffet table.Why?Cause,i am a gentleman.HAHA.Then Casey asked how much i learnt Mandarin already.I said not much,as i haven't learnt much.She asked how i learnt chinese and i replied that i learn by either asking people or listening to people's conversation.And she was shocked by what's the first phrase i learnt.Haha.Then we sat back at the table and started digging in.The food was fantastic laa.Oh ya,I FREAKING LOVE THE PLACE!Haha.Then something funny happened.Syahiran took fruits.And Lali wanted some..And..

Lali:Syahiran,aku nak kacau buah kau boleh?
Direct translation:Syahiran,i want disturb your fruits can?
Indirect Translation:Syahiran,i want disturb your "that one" can?

Me,Syafeeq and Orix was totally laughing our butts off.Oh ya,usually the sause for Sweet and Sour Fish is..Not spicy.But i didn't know why the sauce was this time.Haha.Then they started playing Jonas Brothers songs When You Look Me In The Eyes and Love Bug.Haha.Then i was hoping to hear Burning Up so i can make fun of their song,but it didn't.How sad.But i still made fun of it.Haha.Then some korean songs came up and shockingly,Liyana started singing it.And she remembered the lyrics sommore!Haha.Then Asriah Liyana and I started appearing and dissapearing to take foods from different areas.Haha.Then Syafeeq/Orix started to make me laugh like hell when i was eating,i couldn't swallow and keep nearing to vomit-.-
Never make me laugh alot when i'm having something in my mouth.Haha.Then otw to the LRT something happened,but won't say.Even though it's funny.Sorry Liyana!!

While walking back to LRT,Orix and Shafeeq started singing.And it's a screamo song which idk what the hell was the title.Haha.Then this happened.

Orix:Shafeeq,kasi lagi satu uh!(Indirect translation:Give one more song uh!)
Shafeeq:(Started to sing Beautiful Lie)
Orix:Sial uh!Lagu macam taik siaa!(Song like shit siaa!)

But he and shafeeq kept doing guitar solos after that.But the time when my stomach was hurting really badly was when we wanted to sing a song for Casey because they were singing Hanya Kau Yang Mampu and was kinda sad for Casey as she was chinese.Then this is my viewpoint on what happened.

Syahiran:English songs laa guys!
Orix:Oops.Sorry,you know what song?(To Casey)
Syahiran:Chinese song uh!Tong Hua.
Casey:Eiyer.
Orix:Eiyer?What kind of song is that?
Saiful:Eiyer~ Eiyer~
Shafeeq:(In chinese) 1~ 2~
Shafeeq and Orix:(In chinese) 1~ 2~ 3~ 4~
Shafeeq:Chorus uh!
Orix:What's the chorus?
Me:(In chinese) 5~ 6~ 7~ 8~
Shafeeq,Orix and Me:(In chinese) 5~ 6~ 7~ 8~

And only Orix was singing like screamo.Haha.Then LRT-ed to Sengkang.And thank god they didn't sing.But they made sound like something hit their things.Haha.Then MRT-ed back to Hougang(For Casey),Kembangan(For Shafeeq,Lali and Orix) and Bedok(For Asriah,Liyana and me).Then separated with Liyana as she met her bf.Then i sent Asriah home.And luckily,66 came as soon as i crossed.Homed,bathed,onlined,chatted and soon slept.

Wow.That was long.I wonder if people will read to the end.Sheesh.Make me tired only update long long.Then scold me if never update.
X)

Signing out,
ADEKepul.

Secretive hero.

2009-12-09T01:10:00.001+08:00

Haiyoo.

Today is a boring daaaaaaaaay.

Went to school to take consent form.Who wanna follow go watch Beauty And the Beast.I got extra form.Hehe.Aliah also has one i heard.Only applicable to drama students.Hehe.Today sleep most of the day.Guess what?On Saturday,i'll be like...DEAD.Maybe i'll be more dead on sunday.
My schedule sucks.

Wednesday-Meeting Nuril to pass her form for BATB.Then DANCE SESSION
Thursday-DANCE SESSION then BATB with drama mates.
Friday-DANCE SESSION then having BBQ with Dome Fam.
Saturday-Either watching performance/Following go Syahiran's Uncle Wedding.
Sunday-Umm,uhh.Entah.Anybody wanna ask me out?(:

I'm soooooo happy.Dome Fam is like..Getting bigger.It's better because we all are serious.We will work hard.Well,people are gonna know Dome Fam soon enough.Haha.

Now listening to MJ12.Woo~
Dah lama tawu tak dengar.Rinduuuuu sangat dgr suara DJ Champion KC.Haha.Shouldn't i be sleeping now?Since tmrw gonna be quite busy?NO.hehe.

Chatting with Asriah.She just asked for my second name.I DON'T HAVE A SECOND NAME.I think it's cause she saw my name at facebook which is "Saiful Bahtiar".Haha.It's my father name.Btw,congrats!HAHA.

Never.And i fucking mean NEVER.
Think whatever the fuck you are thinking.
I already told you.
I don't EVER want to lose you.
But boy,i don't give a fuck about you.

No matter how far i am.
I will always be there.
Cause i'm the most secretive hero*

*Terms and conditions applied.

Another part of me.

2009-12-07T09:07:00.005+08:00

Ini Budak Danger.
Jangan dekat.
Oooooweeeeeeeeeeeee~
Okay,i'll update on my life..

2 days ago.I went out with Sofea,Izhar and Tante.Haha.
We went to watch new moon.It was kind of dope.
I said kind of cause there were some parts which was really draggy.
But i like the movie.But i find girls irritating.

When twilight came out,nobody gave a fuck abt Jacob.
Everybody was like,"Eww,i prefer Edward sia."
When everybody read New Moon,every girl was like..HURRY UP LAA EDWARD,I'M TIRED OF READING ABOUT JACOB.

But during the movie..When Jacob took out his shirt.Every girl was "woo-ing".I'm not jealous of Jacob or anything.I even admire his 8 packs.But i just find it irritating when girls are being like that.HAHA.Anyway,i''ll give it a 4.5/5.Yeahh.Dunno where that 0.5 went uh guys.HAHA.

Then yesterday was quite boring.It was only fun in the afternoon.In the morning,i slept my way through.Before my mom asked me to get up and ready to go Jemputan.So i did.And we went to Malay Village at Geylang.The marriage was cool.I really really love the place.But the place very very small.Sedih tau orang nak carik tempat.Haha.It took us 11.2 minutes(Yes,i counted.) till we all got a seat and wanting to get our food.Haha.Ate and gave money and left soon after.Went to Tampines area after that.Then met the cliques.Stood up/Sat down and we just chilled.We caught up and stuffs as usual.Got a ride home from Cik Idah=D

Then at home,my eyes couldn't take it anymore.I just placed my laptop on the floor and just closed my eyes and switched off.I woke up at 8+ i guess.My mom called asking me which colour of Gatsby Moving Rubber i wanted.I said green.I got it!HAHA.Yay.Chatted with Asriah and Phyd.Webcammed with Phyd.Someone got braces!:D
Chatted with both of them till we all got tired.Slept with difficulty soon after.

Attention
You have 4 cookies.One is strawberry flavoured.One is chocolate.One is chocolate chip.The last one is a Butterscotch Cookie with Chocolate Chips and Pecans.Yeah.The moment you look at it,your mouth waters.And you threw the other three away.But too bad.The one you picked is SUPER DUPER BITTER and tasteless.While the other three was the most tastiest and sweetest cookie you have and will ever taste.Too bad you threw them away huh?Now you gotta find those cookies.Before it becomes soggy.
(A dream)

Quote of the day:Love isn't about finding the perfect person.It's about finding and loving that imperfect person you love.(Love)

Till then,

ADEKepul

A short story and a..Love song.

2009-12-01T09:32:00.005+08:00

As the darkness start to gloom over the nation.
People worry at the fact.
The fact that every last ray of sunshine is fading.
They can't run from it.
They can't even hide from it.
I started to shout,"What's the point!?"
Another yells back,"Cause we love this country"
And another,"Suck it up asshole,it's just another obstacle!"
I was left speechless.
And soon,everyone awaits.
The skies rumbled,thunders boomed,lightning flashed so bright it could dry our eyes.
And alas,the first rain dropped on my cheeks.
And soon,the country was covered in rain.But no one entered a building.
Or even searched for shelter.
They stood right there,cause if they were to die..
It was for their undying love...
-Got this short story from a book.
(Kinda..means something to me.)

Hey,guess what?
My lyrics fits me right now.

Title of song-Bittersweet Memories.
Done by-Muhd.Saiful Bin Edi Bahtiar

Every Night I Think About You.
Here's hoping you feel the same way too.
I guess this is the way it's meant to be.
So here's to our bittersweet memories.

Ever since the day you left me girl.
You got me going crazy girl.
And now i can't help but..
Ending my life right now cause..

YOU WERE MY WHOLE LIFE BABY GIRL.
YOU KNOW YOU WERE MY WHOLE WORLD.
BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE THIS.
NOW ALL I COULD EVER THINK ABOUT IS....

WAS I LIED TO?(FROM THE START)
IS THIS THE TIME TO?(TO SAY GOODBYE)
I GUESS THIS IS THE WAY IT'S MEANT TO BE.
SO HERE'S TO OUR BITTERSWEET MEMORIES.

Tell me now,what is LOVE?
Is it a gift from up above?
You gave me love and you gave me life.
But i guess you were just..Another lie.

And i'm sick of love songs
Of crying for so long
Tired of being strong
When i'm feeling so wrong.

Is it my fault for feeling this way?
FEELING MESSED UP..EVERYDAY.
Without you by my side.
There's NOTHING i feel inside.

AND NOW I CAN'T SLEEP.
Since you're not next to me.
And now i'm all alone.
No one to talk to on the phone.

And now there's no one there.
To show love and care.
And since it's meant to be.
I'll leave this as my bittersweet memories..

Why did you make me feel like this..
AND NOW ITS GETTING HARD TO BREATHE
IF THIS IS A DREAM PLEASE WAKE ME UP.
CAUSE I SWEAR I CAN'T BELIEVE...

THAT I WAS LIED TO(FROM THE START)
BUT IS THIS THE TIME TO?(TO SAY GOODBYE?)
I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE THE END OF YOU AND ME.
I WANNA HAVE MORE OF OUR BITTERSWEET MEMORIES.

I'll update on a proper post soon~
Haha.Stay tuned~
:P

Happy Birthday to me!:D

2009-11-26T03:00:00.006+08:00

Would you believe it if i told you that there's a time in my life..*Looks at picture* when i didn't have any troubles at all.It sucks to know that all this problems in my life is caused by just one ~~fucking stupid~~ problem.I don't know when it'll stop but i know when it'll stop.(Please do not ask)

Today was spent mostly at..HOME.I don't believe it actually.Went out of my house at 9.30 to the Bedok Stadium to have a morning jog.Believe me,it feels great.Then headed to the gym with Jannah and Nicole.They headed for the treadmills while i headed towards everything else.I know what i have to do.I don't have to look thin.According to Jannah,i would look great if i was _________.Kan?Kalau lupa tanyer jeeee.Then after that headed to Jannah's house.SIDETRACK.Almond milk sucks.Anyway,yeah,at her house,i read newspaper while watching Tom and Jerry.Then watched Spongebob Squarepants.Then headed home.I skipped session to sleep at home?Wow.That's..quite shocking for me.For someone who dies at home.

For the rest of the night,i was sleeping/chatting/FB/bloghopping/whatever else i did.Today will have dance session and Swensen's treat from parents and meeting Phyd cause she is super sweet(:

Happy birthday to me.

Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to Epul.

Happy birthday to me.

So,can i get just one wish?

Just one.

I don't want a million.Too much to ask?

This heart craves for something more than this.

Oh Saiful,just stop it!

People,those who knows the link btw me and her.

Stop it.Don't say anything about it to me.

Cause..I'm damn near giving up on love.

Someone..Step in and save me please.

Cause..This time.

The hero needs the heroine.

Please,

ADEKepul.

Despite the last few sentences.I'm smiling.

A post for the BEYLOO(:

2009-11-24T13:20:00.004+08:00

I miss my beyloo (Insyirah) alot.

Haha.Isn't she pretty:P

(She's gonna deny it)

But seriously.

I do miss her.

Haha.

As promised,that's what i wrote.

Promise tu promise.Haha.

And yeah,thanks for the advice.

Will take it up.But still..

You'll be shocked.HAHA.

You'll see why.

Insyirah,you know something about that picture.

So there's two things you need to do now.

Shut up and don't make any comments:P

Peace.

Damn,why do i have to repeat with a different name?HAHA.

I'm not ready to GO.

2009-11-22T14:49:00.002+08:00

Okaaaaaay.Yesterday was quite fun.
Today?Ultimately boring.
Gonna have session for the bboys later.
i wonder if we will work on the choreography.
HAHA.
Then maybe tomorrow also have session.
See how.

I hope at night family going out.
Always love to spend time with family.
Haha.Haven't been to Tamp lately.
Anybody?Tamp?Go watch movie?
Hehe.See how.

I'm starting to miss slenger quite alot.
Haha.Rindu giler babs.Lol.
I just wonder..
Do you ever..Think of me?Anymore?
Do you?
And i don't care what they say.
I wanna be with you.
Slenger,i miss you(:

Set?

2009-11-21T10:21:00.004+08:00

You don't need a photographer to take a great shot.

To ask you that question in this scenario will be beautiful.

Yesterday was...idk?
Was sleeping like a piggie for a whole freaking lot of hours.
In the evening,kena lecture-.-!
Then ask mummy.
"Are we going out for dinner later?"
"Nope.Your father wanna go blaja"
"Oh,if you going out i thought can cut short my dance."
"Never mind laa.Just go you dance laa"
Then,when i was breaking..
My mum called saying that they going Banquet!-.-
So i left Fes Park to Simei.
Yeaps.I messaged my mum where she was.She say she reached already..
But i saw my fam going out of the carpark area-.-
Then parents went Challenger while me and my brother waited at Banquet.
For 30 freaking minutes!I called her,asking her where she was."Banqueet laa!"
I was like,"I WAS AT BANQUET FOR THE PAST 30 MINUTES!"
Then she said,"Oh.Kay we go now."
LOL.
Then one more.My father choked on cili padi.Haha.
So i went to the drinks counter to buy a coke.
I paid for the drink but she didn't give me a cup of ice.This is what she and i said.
"Umm,can i have ice?"-Me
"Oh oh sorry!"-Her
"Sorry mak kau(Your mother)"-Me
"Excuse me?"-Her.
"Thank you"-Me.
"Oh,you're welcome"-Her.
LOL.
Then after makan,headed back to Fes Park.Shahz,Rabia went home.
Danced,injured my knee and went home.

Today will be going to National Library for the final time.Then will be going to ITE simei for FE's performance.Organized by The Metta Association kan?I think uh.Looking forward to today.Not looking forward to tonight.

You wanted the answer?You got it.
I'm not ready.But you can relax.
I'm not obsessed.Okay,i must be crazy for making a joke bout this-.-
But whatever.I don't regret what i say.
Live life to the fullest.NO REGRETS right?
But somehow,i still feel stupid.
Umm,okay.I'll end here before i spill out anything more.

A promise.
Never fall in love till i know it's not just another distraction.

I Wanna Be and Crawl-Chris Brown.
Yeaps.Songs i'm listening to.

That's all.
ADEKepul.

PS.It's ALL THE SAME ANSWERS.Clue.HAHA.

PPS.Thank you for the gifts.Thank you for listening to me though we've been through this subject so many times Nadiah.Really appreciate it.Both of you.(:

Ready?

2009-11-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

I woke up today at 8.Bathed.Got ready to meet Asriah..
The girl is late!But nvm,I had too much exposure to this types of people.xD
We headed off to Geylang to do my extensions.But tak menjadi for today.
Must try to work out my fringe.Haha.So in the end we went to KFC for lunch.
Today,the element of water really hated us.Right Asriah?
Won't elaborate.Headed to Tamp and separated there.She headed to Changi.
I headed to Dome.Had dance till 8.15.45-ed homed.

Can you guys please stop asking?
Why does every girl i hang out with.
Will the "Kau suka dier" or "You like her?" pop up somewhere.
Keep the comments to yourselves guys.
I'll love anyone i love.
I'll like anyone i want to.

15th November 2009!

2009-11-15T23:42:00.003+08:00

This are just some of the pictures taken today.I went out with the very kecoh-rable Insyirah Venezia!Haha.Cooked nuggets and Roti Prata for the mini picnic.Met at 3.Went to Marina Barrage(:
Sweet sia the place.I really really like!Haha.We kept snapping photos of each other.And laughing at it.I really really enjoyed today.Disturbing and teasing Insyirah is damn fun!Oops.She'll kill me if she sees this.I really wish i can let you guys see the pictures.But i'm running out of time.With Asriah nagging at me to go sleep and such.(:

The reason she telling me to sleep is cause tomorrow.I have DRAMA CAMP.I hope it'll be fun like hell.Cause..I skipped a paying job to go.HAHA!Anyway..I gotta go.The pictures will be up after drama camp on Facebook i guess.

Funniest Part of the Day:Kejar bus macam kejar hantu.(Chasing a bus like chasing a ghost!)

WE DON'T CHASE GHOSTS!

Peace!

PS.Thanks Insyirah for today.Really had a blast.Although skejab.

Part One & Part Two.

2009-11-14T10:25:00.010+08:00

Family photo in 2006.

Sec one btw.The shirt I'm using.

That's from NCC.Helping out the needy or some shit.

See how we changed(:

Monday(9 November 2009)
So got ready to meet Insyirah at 12.In a rush cause i don't wanna be late cause i already "Offlined without saying goodbye" to her the night before.So she wanna kill me.So to make her mood better,i wanted to come early.I reached at 12 on the dot.I messaged Insyirah where she was.Uhh,i'll skip this part.For Insyirah's sake.So she won't feel like a slenger.Haha.You know i know Insyirah.So took 66 to school.Then Insyirah cannot enter school grounds because she was using slippers-.-
So headed in to school alone.Skip skip.Then headed back to inter cause insyirah had to buy food for her granny.But we had a slight detour.Because before buying the food,i saw Naqiah.Then Insyirah busted...She left me in the bus.HAHA.Tak tahu tunggu tau.Haha.Then Naqiah said they(Azira was currently with her Auntie) were waiting for Asriah cause they already ate and Asriah have not.Haha.Waited for Asriah after buying the food.Headed to LJS.SOMEONE MERAJOK ALONG THE WAY.Haha.I chased after her sia to show my sincerity.Haha.Then go LJS.Insyirah so nice to blanja me this time.Nvm.Next time i blanja u back kay?After that,very funny thing happened.Azira didn't close the Orange bottle properly.Then it dripped all over Naqiah's bag.Haha.Blah blah blah.Send Insyirah to her condo to give the food.Had a talk with Asriah.Then headed to Tamp.SKIP this whole part.Cause they made fun about me.Haha.Cannot watch.Walk walk.Sperated with Insyirah at Montip.Headed to Tamp 1 with Asriah.Saw "The Dipshits",Rabia and Shahz.Headed to Times.Spent a whole freaking hour reading books.Asriah's gonna make me a bookworm.HAHA.Then headed to Bedok Inter back to buy for Asriah nyer i-forgot-who's Chendol.Haha.Then talk with her sommore at Bedok Inter.Alot of buses past but we never take.Took 66 to send her back home.And i took 66 back home.

Oops.I ran out of time.Part one is done.Be back for part 2.Where i'll update more on my week.If i remember what happened that is.

Part 2.
Tuesday was wack i think.Since i dun remember anything fun on that day.Wednesday was okay.Just that i ate S-11 and headed to Esplanade to break with Shahz and Hattri.But we couldn't concentrate.Haha.Guess why.Thursday was fun like hell!In the morning,sent Elly off at the airport.I'M STILL WAITING FOR PICTURES!*Search high and low for Farhanie*Then after that celebrated Munny's birthday.I came late due to some reasons.Haha.Ate the cake and went to E-Hub! to walk walk around before heading off to Fes Park.But i just realised something.If i'm not wrong.Kuda and Munny followed us there.But i never saw them although i know they dropped at the same bus stop.I can't remember shit.Haha.BSC danced their butt off that night.And seriously,i'm proud to say that i'm proud of BSC.They did really well.Let's hope this performance takes us abit higher(:
Friday.Met Jannah Syahirah and Nicole at 12.30 at Tanah Merah.Jannah paiseh.Went up the wrong side of the MRT.Haha.Went to VivoCity to eat.SKIP SKIP.Went to Burger King to have a meal.Haha.Thanks to Jannah for spending some cash on me!:D
Then the worst part came.We shopped/window shopped around VivoCity.Man i was tired.-.-But i had dance after that.So i hyped myself up.Otw back home.Met Yuyu in bus 67.Talk to her,and she laughed a whole freaking lot after i told her about my mum.Reached home rest.Then headed to dance.Learnt new choreograph and dance my butt off for another day.Sort of.Then walked home in the rain(:
Saturday.I'll sum today up in less than 50 words.
Today really2 sucks due to the fact that i stayed the whole freaking day at home.Afternoon went to market to have lunch which is Nasi Lemak and Roti John..Now chatting with Insyirah and Asriah.Haha.It's obvious they're also bored like hell.Never mind.Tomorrow we all won't be.Right?
*End of Part Two*

Looking through my old pictures.
Digital and not.
I found it..The most "perfect picture" "I" ever took.
Here's a hint.Neoprint.
"Okay,that's it."
Guess it.Haha.

PS.Note the " " on perfect picture and I.
Here's another clue then.
"It's another clue".

They're all part of the list..
Things that i miss.
Things like your
Funny lil laugh or The way you smile.
Or the way we kiss.

You reminded me you remind me of this song.
Hehh.
I wish you knew about this.

Peace.

On the 8th November 2009:
Congratulations.Last long guys
On the 9th November 2009:
Happy 2nd monthsary guys.Last long.
On the 10th November 2009:
Happy 1st monthsary to Elly and Adam.
Last long you Metta couple:D
On the 11th November 2009:
Happy birthday to Munirah AKA Munny.
Don't grow too old.You don't want your candles to cost more than the cake(:
On the 12th November 2009:
Happy birthday to Sumiyati AKA Sumi.
Growing old is mandatory.Growing up is optional.
On the 14th November 2009:
Happy Birthday Radhiah AKA Radhiah Radio.
You know you are getting old when the only thing you want for your birthday is not to be reminded of it.

Well,i'm done.

*Edits over*
Peace.

Blame it on the Alcohol!

2009-11-09T10:21:00.003+08:00

Wow.Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn tired.
But i can't sleep.Later you know why.

Saturday.
Gave Johor a miss cause i was supposed to help at FoH.So met Nuril at Bedok Inter.Headed to Bugis.Got ready all the stuff.Then 1st show.Okay lah.Blah blah blah blah.Then had Fried Wanton Noodle for lunch cum dinner.Then 2nd show very very funny.We all started talking dirty.From garden to forests to snakes to pussy in the well.Very idiotic.And chaotic especially.But it was really really damn funny.We suddenly felt very very close to them.Haha.Then show finished.Everything tallied(Thank god) and so we all went home.At home.Wanna online but then cannot.From 12 to 1.45 cannot online.Went online then nobody online.Then mummy ask me help her with Kuih Making.Help till about 5.30.Chatted with Asriah cause she cannot sleep.So teman her awhile.

Oh ya,Saturday banyak HotHot kan Nuril!?:DD
Happy Saiful.Wash eyes~

Sunday.
Woke up at 7.Slept back at 7.15.Woke up at 8.30.Actually didnt wanna go FoH.But SOMEONE was angry/sedih/merajok that i didn't go.I wonder who.Haha.Suprised all of them by appearing over there.My whole day was spent as an iTheater Staff.Haha.Omelette Rice With Chicken is DOPE.Haha.Stock and money didn't tally at night.Daaaaaaaaamn.So stayed till 10.30?But before that,we got a three course meal.Sedap!Hahahahaha.Then headed home.Chatted with 3 people.Haha.Geyrekk.Ada mataer macam takder eh?Haha.Be thankful lah that you got one.Not like me.Lonely.I'm Mr.Lonely.I have nobody.For my own~Haha.

Today.
Started off very funny already.One person that hasn't been online since 75 BC(Just Kidding) went online.Didn't chatted with her though.How sad.Haha.No subject to talk about.Would love to ajak her out for lunch though.Haha.So long never see her.Anybody know who?Hehe.PM me or SMS me to guess.Haha.If you get correct,you win a healthy supply of Oxygen!Haha.Later going school.That's why cannot sleep.Going school with a friend.Haha.Kan friend?xD
See you guys soon.Gotta siap.Meeting at 12.Don't wanna be late.She'll kill me.Oops.She already planned to.Shiiiiiiiiiiiit~

Stay Fresh.
ADEKepul.

I wish that dream will come true.
That would be great.
But Nuril,i'm not talking bout THAT dream.
But if it happens.That'll be just as nice.
(:

Friends to Lovers.

2009-11-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

Very very old photo.
Look at the phone.DUHH~
I remember someone compliment me on this picture.
HAHA.Right?
Today was fun.Kinda.
PoA fought with Mr.Johnson Tan.He was being such a bitch.Haha.As usual.And who has to fight back?ME.And Shahz later on.Haha.Then recess what whatever.Then Physics sit with Afifah and Radhiah.Maybe we planning to do another album.Just us.Plus some other people.HINT:You know what i mean?Yeah,actually i do.Then crap with them.Very fun.Must hang out with them also.Yeah.Then make stupid lyrics with already made songs.For example..

Siapa bilang gadis melayu muka cacat.
Suka korek pantat.
Boleh kira sampai empat~

The best thing bout today is that i pancit alot of times due to my voice being very very bad.Haiyoooo.Like ALOT you know.But then i not embarassed.It's my voice nyer pasal not mine(:

Then after school headed back home for admin matters.Then blah blah blah.I dunno how i make time fly without sleeping and/or having fun.So yeah-.-
Then headed to Tamp mall for walking since i reached 30 minutes earlier.Headed down at 6.20(Session starts at 6.30)Bought a McFlurry and headed off to Festival Park for session.Reached there,Dedek,Elly,Farhanie,Izhar,Johnny,Maira,Mydin,Nadhirah,Raudhah was already there.Then Adam,Nadiah,Rabia and Shahz came.Then Hattri came.Then miNANAh(HAHA) and Sumi came.Then Sumi's friends came.Then Haicurl came.But sadly,just when they changing the choreography,i had to go off to meet my family.But i stayed a while longer.Cause..Modern Mojo Jojo's are disturbing Farhanie.Won't go on further.Walked with Farhanie.Cabbed to her place.Said goodbye and headed off to Bedok Corner for dinner with Family.

Ordered 2 Bandung 10 sticks of Satay kambing and Bolognese.Loved it(:
After eating went home and helped mummy with flight tickets.Off to Bangkok during December people:D
I slept soon after.

Tomorrow will be heading to Bugis for FoH.Cooooooooool.NOT.HAHA.
I bet it'll be fun.Like that time.Very very the funny.
Appearing and dissapearing.This time i'm appearing.
I bet Syahirah will be happy:D
I think tomorrow gonna be tiring.HAHA.
And worse.Tomorrow confirm pancit pancit.Shiiiiiit~

I guess that's it.
Stay fresh.
ADEKepul.

Private Blog Updated!

Another Day Another Nickle.

2009-11-03T23:49:00.004+08:00

Meet Edi Bahtiar Bin Salim and Wan Nora Bte Syed Noh

My beloved Mum and Dad<3

Okay,my father did that face for a reason.

Search "I fucking love colouring" pictures/images.(:

Today..was quite boring except for the later part.
School was boring.
So i'll skip.
Except for two parts.

Dayyah tried to mess with my hair.But i guess she have difficulties.Then i grab her hand so that i can mess up her hair back since she had success with the second attempt.Then she screamed like as though i was molesting her.-.-

In physics lab.Rabia tried to kick me.But,plan backfired.Cause i caught her leg.So funny,she was hopping around like a rabbit.Haha.Then bunga.Haha.Dah kena tangkap tu jangan lah merajok!Haha.

At home.Received a call.I thought it was from someone.Haha.But it was from _______ ____ telling me that i got the job i applied for.(Part Time) at ______.Haha.Guess lah where.I'll only tell very few people.So this Friday i have to go Somerset to do some stuffs.Haha.Yeahh.Then next Monday i'll start i guess.Haha.FIND ME BITCHES!:D

Went Shahz house.DOMINATED RIZA AND DEDEK.Almost lost to both matches.But i managed to pull back to get a total victory over them.Rifqi called.Asking me whether i let anyone listen to his song.I was sleeping.Nuraini called.But wasn't in the mood-.-
And Shahz dah pro lah.Can fight me already.Haha.

That's all.
I miss her):

A little dose of life and a pinch of bullshit.

2009-11-02T20:14:00.005+08:00

In the heart of the night~

I felt the power and yet again~

I am the vampire of..the night~

HAHAHA.Love that song.

Hey hey hey.Lemme give you a little update on my from FRIDAY.

After that ~~bullshit~~,i mean,educational bridging program,i went home.Bathed,changed and got ready for a movie outing with JANNAH!Haha.So met her at her house.Dunno what to watch.Thought of watching MJ's This Is It.Cause i can't watch Badan Jennifer(Jennifer's Body) cause I'm *Cough Cough* fifteen.Cabbed to CS.Then had a little argument with Jannah.She said i can enter cause they won't really check.And i was being paranoid as usual.But we managed to go inside.SO I OWE JANNAH SOMETHING.Haha.Then seperated with her and took 21 to E-Hub! to meet the Metta Fam to go Escape To Hell-o-Ween.I was early.Lol.Skip.Signed up for Nebo.Then went inside.RAIN.Sheesh.Then funny.Some Metta said if they on breaking song.We dance.I won't say lah the name.Siapa makan taik rasa coklat(:
So i danced.Shahz danced.The girl danced.Tired like hell.Lost my mood all the way back.And sorry Kawan.You know what i mean.

Saturday(31 october 2009)
Went out at 11 to Sembawang to celebrate my pakcik nyer step anak? nyer marriage.Firstly,it went relaxing.Then,mother told me to be kendarat!So not my job lorrrrrrrrrrrr.Then helped alot.Then blah blah blah.Then went home to change.And took cab to DE.Cost me 14 fucking dollars.Whatever.Went into Escape to Hell-o-Ween.Again.Dressed as a Vampire.People looked at me more.Skip.Took viking.IT'S FREAKING HIGH NOW.But i didn't shout.-.-
Then went Wet and Wild.Haha.Nothing laaa.But funny.All the rides we take we keep shouting Owoooooooooooo.If you don't know.It's a wolf sound.For a perfect example.Find She Wolf by Shakira(:
Skip skip skip.Homed.Haha.

Sunday.
Skip till afternoon.Got up from my beauty sleep.Got ready for my "duty" at Drama Center.They placed me as Donation Boy?Gila pa?Haha.Ye lah NURIL,you ROCK lah.But i rock better(:
It was quite fun uh.And get free brownie with the chocolate on top(:
Then Skip.Went to Bugis Junction to put Flyers on the Sistic Counter.Haha.Then went Iluma to find bag.Went up the long escalator.Haha.But Iluma quite boring.So went all the way back to Tamp cause Nuril wanted to buy something.(Won't say,never know who's reading my blog^^)Then walk here walk there.Then beli pun.Then balik(:

Monday.
Today...Let's skip school.No wait hold on.
Susah susah naik bukit.
Perutku sungguh sakit.

Masuk hutan nampak singa.
Saya suka main Playstation Tiga.

Nadiah seorang murid yang cerdik.
Sedihnyer....

Nevermind.More inside jokes.But someone will kill me.So i went home and got ready to meet FARHANIE.I WAS LATE.OMG.So un-gentleman.Haha.I suck.Haha.Sorry to keep you waiting.Next time i won't be late.I promise.(:
Went to open plaza to talk.Wow,we have lots to talk about!Haha.macam kawan lama tak jumpa gitu.Nak buat seluar atau pegang board?HAHA.
Had SUSHI.And yay,i have a friend to follow me go Subway Fish & Co and all that stuff.I miss having Subway and Fish & Co.Yay!:D
Walked the three malls.Found nothing for her.Try different place soon okay?Haha.Then sent her home indirectly.Haha.Took __ then changed to __.Homed.Now i'm rotting.See Farhanie?I told you i hate being at home.Even if my whole fam is at home,it feels as though i'm alone.Maybe i'm just alonophobia.(Fear of being alone.)Haha.That was funny.

Farhanie jadi OFFICIAL PHOTOGRAPHER untuk BSC sehhhh!!!Haha.

That's all for now.
*Ehem Ehem*Mike check.
My heart was left astray.
I must let my feeling fade away.
You can turn the whole sky grey.
I searched for the moon but it is total darkness today.
(Eh,did i BITE from someone?)
HAHAHAHAHA.
I guess that's it.
I want to dream.

Smile.

2009-10-26T21:44:00.003+08:00

Is it me or do i look different.

Hate my hair.

Ooh.

Another day passes so cold.

Assembled in the morning.Blah blah blah.

Moved to 5A1 classroom.

They purposely put us there.So to make us more accustomed to the classroom^^

Then blah blah blah.Maths was okay.
Fun than i ever had this year.

Cause we went around the school.
Funny thing was.One clue is at the canteen.

Nobody can find it.Nobody but me.

I anyhow carry the bench to look at the bottom.(It said it was at a bench.)

And like a person giving free money.Everybody was there in an instant.

Same goes for the chemistry lab one.

We came in second cause the Amaths student brought us down.

Mekk.No laaaaaaaaa.We tried our best.Shahz was the mastermind for the equations.

Then recess.SKIP.Chemistry went to lab to test for gases.

Got one part funny.We were supposed to put a glowing splint in the test tube to test for oxygen.

But!The thing made a POP sound.Adam,Shah and I got one freaking shock.Haha.

Oh and i made a new discovery.Nuril and Diana?THEY SUCK IN PRACTICAL:DD

Anyway,next was Mother Tongue.Very very slack and funny.I prefer Cikgu Nurul.

Best thing is she speaks like very smooth but simple malay.I can understand.So gerek.(:

Then went home to eat and play game and then went to Tampines to interview UniQlo.

Last minute choice headed to Giordano.All interviews is at other place.Will be going for an Interview for Topman/Topshop,Giordano and UniQlo.Then went to Shahz house cause he overconfident.(:

Over there lepaked watch teevee played DotA blah blah blah.It's really fun making Nana scream cause she shocked when i "OI!"Haha.Ooooweeeeeeeeeeee.Then homed.At home do the usual stuffs.Eat,teevee,com,fb and now this.Sheeeeeesh.Now chatting with Atiqah and Nana and Shahz and Aliff.And now i'm webcamming with aliff.He idiot,ask me on.HAHA!Now,i'm bored.Anyone wanna call me tell i sleepy?(:

Okay lah that's all.

I'mma leave you with this.

When you're at the lowest point in life.Smile.Cause that just means you
can't go any deeper. (:

Watch it.

2009-10-26T00:20:00.005+08:00

It's the official Beat Style Crew's Photo.

We may look like a family.

But that cause,we really are\m/

Hey hey.

It's me Epul.As usual.Man,i rarely take photos of myself anymore.Must start camwhore again uh.Sheesh.I'm sounding like a girl.Anyway.Today was quite boring at first.There i was playing Tekken 6 and stuffs.Luckily shahz said he was bored even though he was with riza and dedek.So i took my time(seriously.) and headed out with slippers!Woo~

I mean.It isn't always i go out with slippers.Even Maira realised that.Haha.Then reached there.Played Fifa 09.Won Shahz.Luckily.Haha.On penalties.Then played soccer.Was on form most of the time.But,it was fcked up.First shot from a guy.Twist and turn and shoot.Straight to my face.And they laughed?Haha.Fucking assholes.Luckily im not riza.But.I did hurt one of their knees.Trying to take a shot.Saw the oppertunity and went for the knee.Hey,it's street soccer right?Deal with it.

Then scored the last goal before they chol-ed and went off.Lol.Then played One on One.Wow.My accuracy somehow became great.Top corners.And chips.Haha.My phrase for the day "Eat My Chip!"Then played tiang.(Same as football.Just hit the post.)Some strange fucking reason,but i am still the top scorer.And my butt hurts blocking shots from Dedek,Johnny and Riza.-.-

Then after all that played One on One with teacher for a while.It's fucking wonderful to keep chipping(:

Then went to Riza house to get money.SKIP(Went in however,watched Crime Watch,ate mee something)Then went to Shahz house to get my stuffs and homed.It was fun,seriously.And i'm losing weight!:D

Targets.Better make it Saiful!I know i can do it!:DD

Then at home,the feeling of internal nothingness returned for a second night.Haiyoo.It's still on me.I'm scared it will be brought forward to school later on.Haish.Speaking of school.I wonder what i shuld be bringing later.Whatever.

There's something missing in my life.

I have been lied to,deceived,been cheated on,duped and every fucking word in the dictionary that means being lied to.All this year,i have been living this goddamn lie.Your fucking goddamn lie.I don't know why i even care.Or even cared.How long did it take?Fuck.One of the most fucked up thing that i hate the most is being lied about this type of situation.So what now?Nothing?Wow.Goddamn fucking hate this stupid lie.

And you,what the fuck did you do that for.You don't take a gun and shoot at the fucking person's head that saved you from a fire.You don't use kryptonite after Superman has saved you.My god,are you like,a fucking idiot?Is like nothing going through that thick skull of yours?Please,what if you fall again?Do you expect Superman to save you?I dun think even Spiderman wants to.Cause you screw up people's lives.Just you wait and see when you're on the receiving end of a downfall and nobody's there to save you.I'll even start to laugh.

Yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwnnnsss~
It's getting late.And i'm still wide awake.
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit~
Well i'm off.But i'm not sleeping yet.
Too bored to sleep.
Later school.Boriiiiiiing~
Peace(:

One more try.

2009-10-23T09:25:00.004+08:00

My blood,my sweat,my tears,my joy.

My everything.

This is what i call a family.

This is..BSC.

Weeeeeee~

Yesterday (Thursday 23 October 2009)

Great great daaaaaaaaaaaay!Haha.
So i woke up in the morning.Wore everything i need.Which is...Quite alot of stuffs.Haha.So went to Bedok reservoir.Was pissed off because the school couldn't be any smarter by STILL choosing a grass covered area which is filled with crickets/spiders/caterpillars/millipedes etc.And to make it even more stupid,it was help at the sloped area.Holy shit sia,and i thought i was stupid.Sheesh.Then sommore had to wait so fcking long before we could run.Then okay,PLANNED to jog with Rifqi.Jog jog jog,then walk.Then we jogged again.Then i jogged a while more.Then when i wanted to say something to Rifqi.HE WASN'T BEHIND ME ANYMORE!!I was like what the hell!?Haha.Then jogged most of the time with Azim.Haha.In the end i gathered ALL of my energy left and sprinted.Fatin cheered me on i think?I was listening music.So i didnt hear.Nor did i see very much.My vision grew very low.Then SKIP SKIP SKIP.Went home.It was about 11+

And guess what?I SLEPT.Haha.I know i told someone i'm not the kind of guy that take afternoon naps.But i was really really tired.Haha.Then woke up 1 minute earlier than my alarm clock due to Adam's call telling me he'll be late.So got ready i went out to Tamp Mall.Called Nuril along the way cause she needed one.Bought for the crew 2 Peach Teas,1 Wintermelon Tea and 2 mineral waters.Then went to Fes Park.Dance dance dance.

Then got 2 people went to us.He asked me if we were a dance crew.I said yes.Then he introduced himself as Naz.And the girl's name was Idah.I think.They represented EAC which meant Entertainment Agence Crew.And they wanted to become friends.So i said sure.Then they went off.But the guy messaged me saying he wants to bring his friends there to dance.Idah went home while Naz came first.Soon,Hadi(sp?) came.Then Matin came.And lastly Hayat came.This is what i picked up when i talked to some of them.

Naz:
Pasir Ris Secondary School
Popping and abit of Breaking.

Hadi:
ITE(Not sure which branch)
Shuffle and abit of Popping.

Matin:
Ping Yi Secondary School.(Library Club)
Pure popping but willing to learn Breaking.

Hayat:
Not sure what school.But judging from the hair..
I'd say either ITE/JC/Poly.
Learning Popping and Breaking(?)

So that's what i know after watching and talking to the EAC for about half an hour.

Oh and BeatStyleZ CreW would definately love to welcome back Maira to the crew.After a while of "Paiseh-ness and malu-ness",she went ahead and show her dancing skills.She even dissed ME!Haha.Went home at 6.30.Nadiah said it was early-.-!Maybe for me uh.But i wanna go home.So i did.Sakit perut uh.haha.major nyer

At home.I didn't know why.But i felt so...Empty.Like i was impervious to pain.I couldn't feel anything.I slept at about 11.But woke up at 1.49AM.Watched teevee till about 3.30.After that,tried to sleep.And was successful.But didn't have a good dream.Woke up in a cold sweat and realised that it was just 6.30.But i couldn't sleep anymore.Wow.Seram uh.So for now,i'm killing time with whatever i can find.

[Edited at 3.59]
Now i'm at shahz house.Daaaaaaaamn.Just now sembahyang daaaaaaaamn panas the ground.Now it's so freaking windy.Will be waiting till about 5pm then msging Nuril to meet her.Haha.Then will be heading back to Tanah Merah for DF session.Then i dunno what's gonna happen.

[Edited at 11.46]
Just now went to tamp to meet Nuril Ain and Zaqia to eat S11.Very funny hanging out with them.Haha.Then went to DF session to dance.And guys,i took note of whatever you guys said yesterday.I'll be better.I promise.And like after a very very long time of trying to kipup,i finally can!Yes uh!I dun think some of you know what kipup is.The one where you're lying on the ground,the you kick off from the ground to stand up.Eh?I think uh.I happy,new transition(:

I hate that smell.
It reminds me of you.

Till later,
ADEKepul

BitterSweet Memories-ADEKepul

2009-10-21T20:39:00.004+08:00

Saiful:Oh no!The world's gonna end.Adam,what're we gonna do?

Adam:Let's put our hand up and be dramatic about it.

And that's how this picture came about.

(I'm just joking)

Hey you guys!

I'm back.

And i'm feeling superduper HAPPY!

Well,today me got my fringe cut.

So i would love to say Mrs. Wong and Mr.Raj A BIG THANK YOU for giving me a fucking free hair cut:D

Then met up with the future music producers and waited.Said hey to Kai and headed off to the recording studio.Funny,the place was not what everyone expected to be at.HAHA.Then went inside and took off shoes,and i had to pull Kai out cause i needed his help on my song.(Oh and btw,THANKS SHAHZ FOR MAKING MY BEAT!)<--He saved my balls by doing that.Sheesh.So worked on the melody.Created new lyrics.Badda Bing Badda Boom i'm done.Man,hearing all the different voices made me nervous.Damn~

Then after a very long period of time,it was my turn.I went in,had fun.Sang/Rapped my heart out.Haha.Literally.I felt like my heart was either at my butt or at my throat.Sheesh.I screwed up one part.Damn~

But all in all it was fantastic.So got Kai's "Business Card" and guess what?He's group name is FUNNY LIKE ____.BoneToad.(Only malay can understand.)I told Shahz and Rifqi to make a group.Call ourselves poohkey or something.It's gonna be cool.HAHA.Then waited in school for Atiqah and Sumi with Rifqi.Very funny.They coming then i said,"Eh,nak lari?"(Wanna run?)So we did.Then we went toilet.Haha.Met them at the canteen though.Haha.Then off we went to get Anisa to go Tamp.At Tamp we separated as i went to Jannah's house with Nicole.(Since she's fighting with Syamira)Aiyoo~

Over there(Since we bought like,food and drinks.)Jannah's house became a picnic area.Thanks for making my Instant Noodles Jannah!Haha.And i don't know why.Then suddenly we all talk crap.Crap giler habis nyer.Haha.Then went home with Nicole.Parted ways at Bedok Inter.Homed,chat with Asriah and improved my melody and things.Now it's 99% perfect.Yeah:D

Oh and idk why,but there was one point of time when i was rapping,Asriah said LOLX and i couldn't help but to laugh.Oh and uhh,if you guys can remember.Which skin do you prefer,this skin or the last skin.Tag my TBoard.If you can't remember,the heading is Ignorance is your new Best Friend.I believe today is a very good day.

And i can't for the day.

That i'll see you again.

ADEKepul

2009-10-18T01:25:00.003+08:00

Wow.
Sorry for the lack of updates.

Internet was sent to hospital due to plug failure.(Get it?)

It's been a good week.Seriously.

Ups and downs as usual.

I'm currently having this music producer course.

It's superGREAT i tell you.

I'll be producing my own song next week.

It'll be called Bittersweet Memories.

Haha.I'll write a love song soon after that.

Monday was i forgot.

Tuesday was Raya Outing with Dome Fam.

Wednesday,EVERYBODY GOT THEIR DICKIES!

Thursday was BSC practice.

Friday was Dome Fam practice.

Which goes to show..

All i really dooooo~

Is dance dance dance.

BSC's back in action!

Saturday.

Hmm,woke up quite early.Slept back till about 10.Lazed around the house waiting for something to happen.Which it did.My mum told me and my bro to get ready to go out and eat.Then after eating with my whole fam.Me and my brother went to Funan IT Mall to get our Wireless Router fixed while mum headed to work and dad headed home.Msged Atiqah a lil while.Called for a lil while.Then reach there.I think uh ehh..I think i'm buying a fcking MacBook and selling this lappy of mine.It looks cool,and damn worth it lah..After getting it fixed.I realised i was too early to go the beach.So i went tamp.Msged Asriah.Working today ehhhh?Haha.Went to Tamp 1 to walk around.Trying to find shades.But i didnt.Sadly.Then went to Tampines Mall to look at Physicx's jacket and it costs 119 dollars but i damn sure can't find out why.Then went to 77th street.Saw shades-.-

Then went to the arcade to see people play.Saw people play this fcking random shooting game,Tekken 6 and Rambo(Kinda reminds me of something)Yeahhhhh.Headed back to 77th street.Gave a look-see and bought two shades.I must be fcking kiiding myself.I feel a something and i remind myself of someone which i dun wanna remind myself as.Went to Changi Village first.Skip skip skip.Trying to find Asriah working.Which i did.Skip.We met and talked for a while,and since i was damn kind ytd,i treated her to a mocha chip ice cream.I know,i'm nice.Then,talked talked talked.Then we went separate ways as she had to go back to work and i had to go BBQ pit to celebrate Kak Shikin's birthday.So went there.Normal stuffs happened.I changed.I fanned the fire.I BBQ-ed some foods.Talked to cousins.Kak Shikin opened up presents.Damn cool.Inside one bag(Which is branded(Which is her first gift)) has 21 presents.(It's her 21st birthday)Then skip skip skip.Went home.Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~Such a fun day today.

BSC OUTING ON MONDAY!!CAN'T WAIT LAAAAAAAAAA~

HERE WE COME BAYBEHHH!

How f--king great.HAHA.

I think i'm falling for you.

Damn:P

2009-10-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

Haiyoo.
Life is getting harder.
I'm getting fucked up everywhere i go.
I'm being too nice.
And it seems to be taking me nowhere.
Should i shout more just to make everyone fucking resect me more?
Sheesh.fucking idiots who just wont spare a fucking thought for me.
Maybe because of this people.
I'll be less nicer.
Cause i dun mind being friendly.
But i hate being fucking used.
2 people used me to get over someone.(Indirectly)
4 people used me cause i'm too kind.
1 person fcuked up cause s/he tot i wouldn't care.

Screw all this people.

2009-10-07T23:52:00.008+08:00

*BLOWS DUSTS,COWWEBS AND EVERY FREAKING THING THAT'S DIRTYING MY BLOG*

My favorite picture with the beanie on.
Amaciam?Cute tak?
Hahahaha.Step ada uh.

Woah.Burning the midnight oil?
Sheesh.
Gotta hate them exam right?
Freaking hell.

So today,woke up quite late due to the fact that for today,F&N students DO NOT have to report to school due to the fact that there is no paper today.Hehe.Then Jannah messaged.Asking me whether i wanted to go her house or not,to "study".Haha.I said sure and i headed to her house.Wore funnily..again.As i sat at the bus stop,i saw a guy that looked like Shahz,so i called him.And it IS him.Haha.Got that right.Good eyesight.Sharp as an eagle.Mekk.So,took bus to her place.But,before that,went 7-11 to buy Naughty G.(No people,it doesn't make you horny and wanna fuck,it's an energy/supplementary drink)I tried out Original and Coke,so i bought Original and Green Tea.(The only ones i found).Then the aunty smiled at meeeeeeeeeee(:
LOL.Beh happy.Giler peh budak.Then,went to Jannah's house.So entered her house.She was listening to 91.3.Third favorite station.So sang and walked,and played basketball and dranked Naughty G.Me and Jannah agree that Green Tea sucks ass.Jannah tried to put on her grey contacts but failed,EVERY SINGLE TIME.Skip to the part where Syahirah and Syamira came.I was sleeping and trying to avoid hearing Jannah reading out notes.Haha.By the time they came,the KFC family feast came.Haha.I wonder what the biker is thinking.(Was sleeping.Remember?)Haha.Then we all sat down and ate the chicken.Then alot uh happen.Lazy to elaborate.Let your freaking dirty mind work it out.Haha.Then after a while,Syahirah had to go.So said goodbye.Then me Jannah and Syamira studied maths.Then Syamira and I went off.Syamira Had to go home while i had to go to Adam's house.In the bus,talk quite a bit.Haiyoo.Stress liao!Haha.Then skip till at Adam's house.

Simply put.I went there,went up without telling anybody.Haha.So,just lepak there.Ate dinner.(Whoever is the cook at Adam's house,is super dope,always loved the cooking there)Then watched Red Bull BC(Breakdance Comp) then tried a few things.I tell you,i set my target for this year already.Must get it.CONFIRM.Haha.Won't say what.Don't ask.Haha.Then played Fifa 06.(Yes,3 years ago)Then played against Adam,he chose Barcelona and i chose Man U.I dominated him with aa trashing of 5-1.HAHA.That's not all.Adam had to kiss Shahz ass cause he agreed that if there was a 4 goal difference,he will kiss shahz ass.So he did.Thrice.Cause he never show he did.Haha.After that went back down and went to his gate.Funny.He went back in to get the key.But,by the time he came back,me and Shahz was waving outside the gate.The pakour(Sp?) is still in us.while waiting for bus 45,Shahz called Beaa and talked bout Jalan Raya and all that shit.Daaaaaaaaaamn~There's 2 freaking jalan raya-s back to back next week.Haha.Macam malas:X

But i'll go.Haha.I think.Then figured a final handshake for BSC.Haha.Lame right?I knowwww~Then homed.I think today was a great day.But,with every happiness,comes anger/sadness.

Like once,a long long time ago.I was stressed.Super duper stressed.Cause of a whole lots of problems was in my way of getting my "prize".Right now,it is happening again.A whole lot of problems are going through my mind.Making matters worse,it's in the fucking midst of my fcuking N'levels.Isn't this like the best time to get a whole lot of problems?Haha.Thanks.It is known (to me uh) that if you feel fucked up,you'll do better for exams.Wait wait hold on.

Timecheck:12.34AM
:D

Anyway.Like i was saying,i'm just scared that this things WILL affect my studies,as it did for my prelims.Which cause me to fail and not get into Sec 5.If you know what i mean.So,with a few inspirational sayings and mantra,i pushed aside ALL feelings and thoughts about my problems.Just till Monday(Cause i know i got PoA,i just suck in that)I'll be letting it slide.Here's a clue on one of my major problems.

How come..we don't even talk no more.
And you don't even call no more.
We don't barely keep in touch at all.
And i don't even feel the same love when
we hug no more.
And i heard it through the grapevine we even beefin'
now.
After all the years we've been down.
Ain't no way no how,this
bullsh*t can't be true.
We family,ain't a damn thing change,unless it's YOU.

2009-09-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

Wow.Seriously sia.Today,i daaaaaaaamn pissed off at some parts.
People make me pissed,things make me pissed.
CCB LAAAAAAAAAA.

But nvm.Who cares right,it sucks you know?
To have all the things that you ever had gone in one day.

To all my haters.And the people i hate.
What's wrong with you people.
Don't you guys have anything better to do?
If you think my fucking life is sooo fucking perfect.
I DARE you to walk in my shoes.
You won't last a FUCKING day.
I swear.
Peace.

2009-09-23T23:30:00.002+08:00

Okay..So uhh.My day?

Hmm.
PoA ALMOST seeked a fight with Mr.Johnson.F&N was fun.The rest is malas nak explain.

So went home(Once again,sorry kalau tak stay back!)Went home.Changed and went to Adam's house.To "study".Played DotA.(Yes,13(?) days left to N Lvl.I know,so shut up)Then,when AM came home.Quickly switch off.When Idris got home,Shahz and I became ninjas.And quickly hid our laptops.Haha.Then AM cooked pizzas.PIZZAS FOR GOD'S SAKE!!HAHAHAHAHA!
Craving fulfilled.
Then off Shahz and I went.I went home while Shahz went to meet FB.I mean Rabia.HAHA!

Went home,radio,chat,dota.Blah blah blah.
Ouh,and i did something i haven't done in a while.
I sat at the window thinking bout nothing at all other than whatever i need to.
It helped me focus more.And thanks to that.I found the solution to my friendship problems!!:DD
While blasting the songs from my stereo,(It's a wonder people never complain!)
i came across this song again:
Jumper-Third Eye Blind!
I love this song.But lemme ask you a question.
Have you ever felt like in the past,you just couldn't understand a particular song,but now you do?Yeah,it's this song for me.It's cool realising the song.Played this song on repeat for alot of times.Haha.

It's time.
I picked up a handful of sand.
Letting each grain fall slowly.
Though it will hurt you because of the day.
It'll kill me cause of everything.
And if you do not want to see me again...
I would understand....

I won't like it.
But i have to.
ADEKepul.

2009-09-21T16:24:00.005+08:00

(Very wordy post.But one picture at the end.)
(I promise)

HEYYO PEEPS!!

Heh..2nd day of raya was hell for me.

But...Let's start with the first.
So morning dah kena angkat suara(Raised voice) from my mummy.Haha."Saiful,bangun lah!!!SEMBAHYANG!"So..What else?Bangun then mandi then siap.Lol.Then skip the sembahyang.(What to update on anyway?Pray then went home.Kay?)Okay so at home,walked around like some slenger.Then,out of boredom,blew dust from my PS3(I so prefer XBox 360*Pouts*) and played Turok.After my dad tried fixing the washing machine,he "coach" me on how to play the game very well.
"Don't let the dinosaurs get to you.Later susah(Difficult)."
"Oh okay."
"Then,grab your knife.Go for them straight.Don't waste time"
"Ohhhhhh,okay."*Do what he say*
"Ahhhhh,kannnnn gitu lebih senang.Save bullets pulak tu.Tengok,baba kau pandai main game ni"
-Translation-
"Ahhhhh,like that easier right?Save bullets also.See?Your father very good at this game."

My dad is sooooo cute.Hahahahaha..
Then everybody change.And even though i told my bro that i will NOT be forced to wear songkok.My mother asked me too and i go take one.Haha.Good boy.Then mintak maaf,no one cry this year.So good.Hehe.Then i go wear my songkok,but then i let my fringe show.My mummy let.Yay!:D
Then my daddy give $$$.Hehe.I dun wanna state how much:X

Then headed out to Granny's home at Marine Parade.Ate,lepaked with cousins.It was fun gilerrr.Haha.Then wanna take photos.Funny.Wanna take with Grandad and Grandmum.Then my auntie said "Smile lah tuk!"Haha.Then suddenly he go LOL literally.Then the whole house laughed.Then another one funny.Everybody dah siap(My Family)
One...
Two..
*Me Bro and Dad change our face*
Click!
The picture turned out coooooool and funny.Tapi my mum sedih cause she was like "Serious" in the photo.Haha.Then skip(Lepak,played Taiti,ask for forgiveness) and went out to Tok Baba's house.Over there just chatted and watched this show..So sad.

Skip to my Granny(Bedok) house.Almost all the cousins there already.Chat chat chat.Then we saw the last part of the show that i was watching at Tok Baba's house.The ending was sweet.The son gave money to this homeless woman.Then he walked away,but turned back to realised that she was actually his mother.Wahhhhhhh.So sad.Then suddenly my mum come in crying.Then...
"Alamak,Ummi nangis laaaaa!"-Cousin.
"Alalalala,sini lah,Saiful kat sini.Saiful akan selalu kat sini.Saiful tak kan tinggalkan Mama"-Me
*Hug my mum*
"Alalalalalalala/Awwwwwww"-Cousins.
"Dah lah!Nanti kahwin confirm tinggalkan Mama!"-Mum(Jokingly)
"Hahahahaha."-Me and Cousin.

Sorry,lazy to translate.
Then normal.Ate,camwhored,blah blah blah.I think that's most of it for that day.Other then going to a few houses.One incident happened though.Was walking towards my Auntie's house.Then i turned behind to find my mum and dad.Suddenly i saw this group of 3 people.I thought nothing of it.Suddenly.."EPUL!"
It was Rabia.With her family minus her father(I think he finding parking space).Then ask where i'm going blah blah blah.I thought we same place sia.Sheesh.But she was at 6th floor and i was at 5.Haha.Nothing else happened that was interesting.

Today was spend dying at home.Sleeping and waking and eating.
Wow.Life sucked today.I'm so jealous at everybody going out today.Haha,kidding.
Later will go out though.To cut my hair.Snips Avenue anyone?x)

Nurul Atiqah Bte Abdul ~~Aziz~~ Razak,bila i dah kata i akan blanje KFC tu,i dah PROMISE pun.Haha.So i WILL blanje you KFC.Tuesday ehhhh??Hmmm.Haha.Then Thursday nyer movie outing?I'll go unless i forgot something that happened on that day.Oh ya,kalau you nak midnight call lagiiiii,tanyer je lahhh!Haha:D

I'm sorry Diana for letting myself trust her so much.
Sheesh,already said,"Keep it a secret".
Oh well,what happened already happened.
Forget it and move on.

I guess i'll do the rest on my PBlog later.
But for now.Since you guys finish the post.
Here you go.As promised.

What a damn cute family!(:

I only got one photo so far.Will upload as soon as i get them(:

2009-09-19T10:36:00.003+08:00

Okaaaaaay.
We made it.
Last day of fasting.
Congratulations Saiful.

Well,now i'm stuck at home.Later will be going to Shahz's house so that Abang Ein can cut for me my hair.Takut uh.Everytime takut bila nak potong rambut.Haha.Then we are so gonna play Gears Of War(Current gaming addiction between Me and Shahz)Oh oh,i love my character's name.Dominic Santiago.Every body should call me that now.Muhammad Dominic Santiago Bin Edi Bahtiar..

Yeah,dream on Saiful.Then maybe later will be buka-ing for the last time with ? at ?.Haha.Belum make decision uhh.Hope to go Geylang to get Dendeng.Cause since the first day i wanted it.Now i'm proud to say i MAY get it today.If not then too bad uhh.Weeeeeeeeeee.Besok Hari Raya.Dah boleh makan,minum ngan JUDI!!!Yay.Heee.Main2 je.

Fifteen is the song you are listening to.It relates to me cause i am fifteen.(Shut up)And some thing just happens to me.Just cause I'm fifteen.First heard it on 987fm .Radio DJ was Jacky.Time was 10.38 and the day is Saturday and date is 190909.

To think,if people think that i dunno what im doing,Think again.Cause the last thing that i would not know is what i'm doing.I live life by the rules.Cause rules are meant to be broken.Even a begger knows that.So before you start hating on me,think about what i say.Look at what you do.You'll find a similarity.It's that you are doing what i do.So,if you wanna start hating.Start hating yourself first,go jump off a cliff.I'll meet you at the foot of the cliff.Where your grave will await.

Friend,try harder alright?Cause i know it ain't working.
I got your back.Sort of.

As the heart starts beating faster and faster.

For NO REASON.

You start to feel scared.

For NO REASON.

As the heart starts beating slower and slower.
It feels like as though you just ran.

Cause you just ran..OUT OF OPTIONS.

As you start to fall and BLACK OUT.

(Figure that one out.2 people understand)

Not everyone is PERFECT.

2009-09-14T22:14:00.004+08:00

Ahhhhhh shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
I realised i cannot update at alllllll today except at night.
Due to some reasons.

So later i went to Elly's house.
Never expected them to finish so soon.
Sorry i came late guysssss~
DDD:
Then buka there.
(I feel so guiltyyyyyy!!)
Nasi ayam.
SUPER POWER.
Shahz's mother got competition;D
Then watched HSM.
And i still fcking remember most of the words-.-
Then change to Look Who's Talking.
HBO Family what.Show scenes close to sex.
FAMILY.Hahaha.
Then went home.
Anything else..
You know how we do(:

Private Blog Updated!

Btw,i removed all the blog readers for my Pblog.Making it super duper "Private".Sorry.

2009-09-13T13:32:00.001+08:00

Got no inspiration to post.
Feeling down.
No one here to help.
I dont wanna bother no one.
I can't help it.
Sometimes,it's better to just say goodbye.

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAHZ!

May Allah bless you.

Enjoy you day.

And you're present has been delayed.

Sorry.

2009-09-10T23:50:00.002+08:00

Thank you Adam,Elly,Shahz for temaning me to Wheelock Place to get my iPod Fixed!
And sorry for making you guys walk walk around.D:

And thank you kawan for letting me stay at your house for a while.
Hanging out with you girls were fun(:
Let's remain anonymous.So no stories will erupt.

Today was super fun.
Funny too.
But..feelings change when you're alone.
And especially if you're thinking about stuffs.

I'll leave it anonymous.
Anyone wanna have permission to go my Pblog do ask.
But note,i reserve the right to decline.

That's all.

Private Blog Updated!

2009-09-09T23:53:00.006+08:00

Wow.Today i had fun.But i won't update on it for now.

Since there's no pictures.
HAHA.
Joke of the day: 5 10 5

English went super smooth.
I think im just going for a pass this time.
Lazy uh to score.HAHA.
Boleh eh gitu?

Here's to someone who's a dear friend of mine.
Nur Asriah Bte Asadi.
Thank you for being there when i needed help.Yeah,to think that two very...different people find themselves on the same boat.Feels funny.But,i never regretted to be your friend.You have been a wonderful one for the past year.(Around there kan?)Thank you for being a heroine and a saviour for me in one way.(If cannot remember,ask me.)Should be easy to remember.Thanks for making it last longer than it could've been.Cause without you aid,i think i would still be lost.Haha.Words of wisdoms from you pulled me out of my misery.So,thank you..Once again.Friends till the end.(:
I'll always be eight digits plus the green button away.Beep me at anytime.I'll reply ASAP.Oh,and of course i make you smile.I make alot of girls smile.I feel great when they do.Cause girls(Including you) looks their best not with makeup,but with their smile.Stay happy and fresh dear friend!:DD

Went out with cousins.
SUPER DUPER FUN!!
Next outing:K BOX.CONFIRM KAY?
Boleh eh~
haha.

Oh,i gotta save money,get someone BDAY PRESENT.
SHE should know who(:

Till then,this is it!
Your Hero,Your Saviour.
ADEKepul.

Today was supposed to be the day something happened.
But something happened before today.
And i didn't get a chance to say it.
I promised myself.Today,will be the day.
But...
Promises were meant to be broken...Right?

Happy 090909 people.
A wonderful date indeed.
:DDD

2009-09-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

Life.
It give us two options.
Live it.Fuck off.

Friendship.
It gives us two options.
Love it.Fuck off.

I won't give myself an option for both friendship and life.Cause i already made mine.And when i make one desicion,under some conditions,i WILL stay with it till further notice.I know i made a desicion,whether it'll change life for better or for worst,i wanna stay by this one.Cause i know i made the right choice.Fine uh,it's all me what.Wanna throw book,slap me,kick me,punch me go ahead.Cause you know me,i won't hit back.But if i do.Please forgive me.

I dunno why some people just need/require to receive a slap.Never realise all i did for them,always remembering what i did TO them.So what if i do?So what?Don't bluff lah you can't.Don't fuxking bullsh!t with me lah,i saw all of you before.

Forget it,
PATIENCE IS THE KEY TO SELF DISIPLINE.
ONE SMART FCKER TOLD THAT TO ADAM!!
:DDD

2009-09-06T17:46:00.002+08:00

*Howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwlllll*

Lol.Aku giler!!
Okay,serious.Haha.Another happy day.Why?
Cause it's so freaking cold.It made me catch up on my sleep.
In the morning.Woke up due to mummy opening the door.
(I slept in my living room fyi btw)
Then she ask me help put the something on the tray for making kuih
Since i felt so helpful today.I helped her more than that.
While she put the chocolate covered biscuit.
I sprinkled peanuts.(I think its called Almond London?)HAHA.
Funny lah.I love helping my mummy doing kuih.So....FUN.LOL.
Then got another thing that make me happy.
My nenek called to tell me that she cooked Nasi Rawan for us.
It's a craving of mine.(Weird huh??)
Then i went back to sleep.Woke up at 4.15(Slept at about 9.30)
With a few intervals of waking up due to msging.
Haha.Then listened radio.Messaged Amy awhile.
Yaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwnnn.
Can't wait to go nenek home.
Buka NASI RAWAN.
*Droooooooooooools*(:

2009-09-05T22:37:00.003+08:00

Haha.Today was relatively boring.
But woo yah.People talk to me.
So i'm not THAT bored.
So Amelia,Phyd,Atiqah,Shahz,Adam,Nadiah,Elly.
Thank you for temaning meeeee~
Haha.Sweeeeeeet.
Amelia and i asked some random question.
(Like the old days)
And as time goes by,the questions get more and more....
Umm,never mind.Haha.I wonder if she did realise it.
Sleep sleep sleep.DotA DotA DotA.Study study study.
Weeeeeeeeeeeee~

Then went out to food market with brother to break fast.
As it was too late if we wanna go masjid.
So buka nasi ayam.It's SUPER delicious.
And the ayam is GORENG-ED!Cool.
And brother was being sweet by giving me one more.
Heee.Then went to 7-11 to get cheetos!!
Hee.I needed something to munch on during the night.
Then waited for bus 45 as bro went off to a party.
(See?I am a good brother and..It's nice talking to him)
Then went home.Oh ya,i love the person who invented radio.
Heeeeeeeeeeeee~

Get this straight.I'm not picking a fight here.
YOU are.Don't talk to me about all the bullshit.
Ahhh well,you might as well not fast.
Since your level of self-discipline is soooo low.
Haha,i'm waaaaaay better without you.
Haha.Oh ya,do you even use that small little brain of yours?
Did you use your eyes God has willingly gave you?
Haha,i'll let you figure out what i mean.
I wanna see you do that.I wanna.It would be fun(:
Oh and to those who wanna prasan.
Jangan nak prasan.(Don't...prasan?)I'm not talking bout you.
Who wanna anyway?XDD

Nurul Atiqah Bte Abdul Razak!
See?Except for the last part.I'm veh veh veh happy today!
Hahahaha.Close one eye about the italic words kay?Heeee~
And and and and and,i'm still scared about what you gonna buy for me.
Hopefully it wont make me scream in shock at you!XDD
Or even faint.But idk why eh,i think i know what it is!

Will BSC ever have a public performance/enter a competition?
Haha,step movie opening.We need two more people to confirm.
Shiiiiiiiiiiit~
I really really hope we can enter this comp.Haha.
Who knows.We might just bring glory to that shitty school of ours.XD
Just kidding Damai,you know i love you.LOL.
We start out small guys.Insya-Allah we will make it.Heee~

2009-09-04T23:59:00.006+08:00

Omg!!Manhunt!!Lol.

(Inside joke.)

Photo Credits:Sumiyati

4th September 2009

A day in history...
Anyway,today was fun?
I dunno.
School was boring.
PoA was boring/funny?
Boring as in the usual lah.Mr.JTTP.
Funny as in me and Nadiah disturb/irritated Munirah by the word kod/kot.

Then skip maths.Cannot do trigo(!)

Then recess was spent at Malay room.

Skip malay.F&N was spend irritating Nuril.

Skip the rest of the day uh.

I wanna post something here.

but cannot uh.Haha.

PBlog soon.Promise.

Had a great talk with ______ anak ______

Now i know.I mean,now we know.

My friend asked me,"Pul,you okay?

I replied,"Of course uh why?"
S/he said,"Just wanna check.Since today is the 4th of september"

My answer shocked me."Wtf?So what if it's 4th of september?"(Serious forgot)

It took 10 secs of thinking and my friend giving the "You fuxking sure?" till i said,"Oooohhhhhh!!!"

We both had a laugh..

Oh,someone really deserve my thanks.

Rafidah/Phyd,

Thank you.Really.I appreciate your company.Cause you were the one who brought the smile back unto my face when i was down.And it was good guessing.Cause i was really really down when you messaged me whether i'm okay.And listening to my problems.Thanks for being there okay?I'm really really really really really really thankful to god that he gave me a friend like you.Thank you.

Yours faithfully,

ADEKepul.

(Apsal habis ngan formal letter format?LOL)

Newsflash!!

A couple (One damaian,the other unknown)was caught making out under a block.Time and date won't be revealed.As for their names.I know who...

Hehehehehehe.

Won't be placed here lahh!!!I dont wanna ketuk them.

Siapa makan chili,confirm rasa pedas.

Siapa makan gula gula,confirm rasa manis.

Amek kau!lol.

(Like they'll understand)

Friendships

2009-09-03T00:02:00.003+08:00

Fuxk it seriously.

You know what i fuxking hate the most about almost all the motherfuxking friends i have?
When we walk past each other.There's nothing.No hellos,no turning back,no goodbyes.There ain't even a fuxking eye contact?Is this what they call a fuxking friend?Damn.What the fuxk is going on?I know i'm not the one at fault.And like i said.I already saw it coming.When i wanna fade away,something crops up.And at the END of the day,i will still feel no motherfuxking effect.When something like this happens.To turn back the clock will be a waste of time.Cause it just FUXKING hurts to see the bondage that we shared.This pain in the heart won't stop.And i had my fabulous heart problems.I won't say what happen to me.It just did.Haiyoo.Friend,if you don't want this friendship just tell me kay?Don't waste my time.When everytime your cuts hurts me deeper and deeper.If i am being a liability and jsut causing too much problems,just tell me aites?I'll seriously fuxk off.Fuxk it,stupid me for getting stuck in this types of situations again.

2009-09-01T23:04:00.004+08:00

Blood Brothers

Saiful And Sofian

Happy Teachers Day to all teachers!

From Mr.Akbar.To Mdm.Rosila,Mr.Ahmad,Mr.Nazri,Mdm.Gupta.(From Fengshan)

Miss June,Mdm.Oon(?),Miss Wong BO,Mr.Quek,Mrs.Wong,Mr.Sheikh and even Mr.Johnson.

Well.Today.Was spend rotting at home.

Gave studying and watching movie and miss.

Haha.So spent the morning sleeping,chatting with Syahiran and DotA.

Afternoon,Sleeping and DotA.

Night,buka puasa,DotA and chatting.

And i would like to thank that mechanical piece we call a radio and PSP.

For temaning me throughout my day.

Yes i know,i have no life.

Even as days pressurise us.

We must rise up to the challenges.

If we succeed,it's the good life till the next (Challenge)

If we fail and fall,we must quickly get back up and do it again.

My own theory.

For someone.

I don't know why..

But i "see" that we will fight.Seriously.

Cause i don't see where we will find ourselves in.

I feel so betrayed.Strangely to be coming from you.

I thought we were over that.The question remains.

Are we?Are we over that?

We had promises,dreams,hopes and a whole lot of plans for outings.

But are they all down the drain?

I feel like fading away.But you'll always come back.

When i do.What's up with that?On off friendship ke?

Ah fuxk it,i leave it to you.I WON'T FIND YOU.

You find me.I had enough of starting the conversations.

2009-09-01T01:29:00.000+08:00

Imagine living life being haunted by the memories you once had.

Well,that was random.
Sheesh.

Today was quite boring.
School sucked.
But quite lepak.
ACES day was reduced from 15 to 5 minutes.
And everybody was tired.
So much for World Records.

Performances this year..
Wasn't up to standard.
Serious.Last year and NEXT year was and will be better(:
No offece though.Your effort was still appreciated.
Then went home.Didn't care about the calls adam and shahz gave me.
Cause with a room powered with an aircon.
And there's a bed present.On a hot day.
Me and my bed are unseparable.
Went to Shahz house.Play DotA.
Help Miss.Dee and Shahz cook.
Very funny.Buka with them.
Damn fun.I miss eating as a family *cries*
Then homed.
I almost cried when i listened to Hanya Kau Yang Mampu-Aizat.
Dunno why.ALMOST.
DotA again.Blah blah blah.
Idk why today i so sensitive.

Slowly,i am feeling the lost of the family bonding of my family.
Haish...

Welcome September.
Last year,what was i doing?
I know!
"Oh shit,puasa dah nak datang.Apa lagi?Maki uh."
And all the vulgarities was spilled-.-
Other than that...

2009-08-29T00:40:00.007+08:00

Okaaaaaay.

To update on today.
Sheesh.School was normal.
Slept through 1.9 periods of PoA.
the rest went smoothly.

Went prayers with shahz.
After that headed home.
Played dota cause i was bored.
Messaged Amy and Nadiah.

Then Nadiah ajak buka with her.
So i accept.Met her after siaping and blah blah blah.
Strange.I saw alot of people today.
When i was in bus 66,
I thought,"Maybe i'll see Atiqah and Dayyah"(They Staying back)
Then laughed it off.But then,i really saw them.(-.-!)
Then i saw Munirah's sister.

Met Nadiah.
Fixed her shoe(!)
Baru jumpa dah ada hal.
lol.Then walked to bus stop.
While inside the bus,fixed her bracelet(!)
and Rabia told nadiah she will be coming.
Some one was scared FC(Food Culture) will be full.
Reached there..Woah.2 tables in sight has been taken..
lol.Walked walked before giving up and sitting down at FC.
SKIP.

Met Shahz,Elly,Izhar,Mydin and Adam in the MRT.
headed to marina square.walk2.lepak2.Then skip skip skip.
Shahz sent rabia home.adam sent elly home.
i waited with nadiah for nabilah.
We talked about stuffs.
Yeah.Then wow.
Had an emotional breakdown.
Sweating,heart pumping too much,brain filled.
I was slowly dying..Sheesh.
Then met nabila.Went home.
Oh and..I broke a notice board near my house.
Too much force.Luckily i suffered no injury.

PBlog TO BE updated soon.

It you hate me going on about my past,don't bother to go(If you can) my PBlog.

Edited @ 12.05PM

Deleted a segment of my previous post.

Nothing serious.I deserve it anyway.

They say..You can't change a person in a day.

So i'll give myself TWO days.

Saturday and Sunday.To change.

Don't worry people.It's not a major change.

I'm just going to change a part of me that's not good.

But i remember my friend's saying.

"When you change,it's a though throwing a pebble into a pond.

It causes ripples in the water(Water represents your friends)

This ripples cause unstability in the water."

Which simply means.Whatever change we do,there's bound to be people affected.

One way or another.But i'm going through with it.Cause i can't take it.

Let's see if people notices my change(:

Once again,

Sorry if i kinda lost my mind yesterday Nadiah.

The emotional breakdown was at the wrong timing.

Finished editing @ 12.10PM.

2009-08-26T22:28:00.003+08:00

That time i looked at the skies.

It reminded me of you.

Wanna know why?

Cause the sky is beautiful

(Copyrighted by ADEKepul)

Nariii epul pakai smartttt lagiiii!Heeee~
Ini untuk kawan aku je.
Thanks for lepakking with me till you had to go.
Yawwwwnnnnn~

I'm getting tired of this.
This freaking thing is just repeating.

Haiz...
From this song..
Ku akan menjagamu..
'tuk hidup dan matiku.

To this..
Ibu ibu bapa bapa
siapa yang punya anak bilang aku..
aku yang tengah malu
sama teman temanku..
karna cuba diriku
yang tak laku laku.

Let's just say i have memories for both.
Dik was installed on my memory on __/__/2008
Person involved:A group of Mat Reps._______
Place:_____ ___ Park.

Cari Jodoh was installed on my memory 26 August 2009.
Person involved:*You-will-kill-me-if-you-find-out*
Place:None other than ______ ______(:

Once again,thank you.For understanding me.For knowing my position.
Maybe,just maybe.

If i had a thousand friends like you,
I'll be glad to have an enemy.

Aku telah terjejak pada memorimu.
Saya juga terjatuh ke dalam lubang yang telahku gali.
Apakah kamu telah buat ke jantung saya.
Saya harus lepaskan semua memorimu.

For you.

2009-08-25T21:11:00.004+08:00

Hey,Remember this phone?
And the headphones?

Lol.Phone stolen(screw the dude)

Headphone broke(Screw Audio Tech.JK.haha)

Zaman baru berkenalan*Winks*

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

I'm back siolol!Haha.
And guess what?
I break alot today..
AND I STILL MADE IT!
I felt really dizzy and queasy.
But with NO help from my friends(HAHA!)
I made it!
Damn sedih can't make it this Teachers Day.
Oh ya,and strangely enough..
The only person that i could think of as "Caring Teacher"
was none other than Mdm.Siti.Lol.So i voted her.
Other than that,i buka-ed at Shahz home.
Where his mom cooked some KILLER DINNER.
IT WAS SERIOUSLY SEDAP!
WOOOOOOOOOO~
If only my mummy cook that nice the nasi ayam.
Takper lah,bersyukur.

Elly said i look smart?Lol.Hard to believe.But thanks(:

Note the date of this post and the last post.If you lazy to find out.It's 23 August,25 August. Remember FRIEND?It's been two months.I gotta say.I do miss you.As a friend.But i still haven't got over what you tried to do.I mean,what were you thinking?Look,i'm not here to dig up the dead man's bones.But..i'm still not over it.Till i get over it,i will not talk to you.Maybe,you'll find an alternative to me.And i'll just be a faded memory.Maybe we'll find each other in a club,dance with each other and still don't realise that we once shared a memory.It happens.The future is scary.Like you told me,"Friends,no matter how far.Will forever be friends."Maybe.Just maybe.

I'm sorry for leaving you.

You'll forever stay in my memories.

Wan Nur Syahirah Bte Ishak.

(I'm not sure she'll see this)

Till next time,this is it.

Your Hero,Your saviour.

(Should i go Baybeats?Sound freaking cool.OAnd got GSE...How??)

Welcome to the Flower Show.

2009-08-23T22:23:00.004+08:00

Zaman kentalan.

If i'm not wrong,this time was puasa?

And i was talking about kebab.

Yeah.I think Rabia And KAKAK Memi should know.

Okay,so two days puasa had not effect on me so far.Well,tomorrow there's school.I wonder if i can make it.Sure i can.Mind over matter.And i bet two days of puasa has gone to waste.I ate Pizza Hut with Adam,Elly,Rabia and Shahz's family.Yeah.Ate a whole fucking lot.Won't update on that.Pictures are NOT with me.Other than that.Day was spent DotA-ing,chatting,blogging,messaging.Boring day.Tomorrow got school..SUCKS.Whatever.

Part 1
Something just upsets you all of a sudden.

From relief,it becomes a new burden.

What was supposed to be a good night you see.

Had become a total disaster for me.

Part 2
Like a glowing splint being place in a container filled with carbon dioxide,i must make sure this flame dies out without a sound.Cause i bet this will really sucks if i go on like this.So what for fret about this when i could just extinguish it.Let the fire die.

Sometime not too long ago.

Someone cursed me

To not get ____ on my side.

But let it be.

I'm back!

2009-08-22T15:48:00.004+08:00

I feel like this gambar is super cool uh(:

What do you see?

Photo Credits:Sumiyati

Sorry for privatizing the blog.
I was finding a new skin.
Anyway,let's get back to updating.

Friday @ 21st August 2009
Wow.Tiring day.Haha.
Okay,school was like...
As per normal?

School
Finally wore my dress down tee.It felt great!Haha.Jakon Strike.I suddenly had a thought.Which is "My hair is always nice(to me) in the morning.When school's done.It looks bad.Wonder why.."Haha.Anyway,PoA teacher (Mr.Tan Teck Peng Johnson) was very very rude to me today.I very sad tau.I almost cry.(Mekk.Padehal gaduh balik)Lazy to layan teachers like that uh.Haha.Maths was blablabla..Spent recess at Malay classroom.Malay was the same as Maths.F&N was spent talking to Diana,Adam,Yue Xing/Doing F&N paper.Look,i am a good boy:D(So sad Nuril couldn't join.She was busy doing F&N coursework stuff)WE ARE DEPENDING ON THE CHOSEN ONES FOR OUR MARKS!!Wow,we're screwed!!!After school went prayers.Then went..

Shahz's home
Went there to what?Pass time and PLAY DOTA!!(Maybe Elly's right..Maybe we are DotA Freaks.Shiiiiiit.)Played a few games.And went off to..

Anisa's Mini Birthday Surprise.
Went to Bedok Reservoir with Sumi and Atiqs to wait for Anisa.(Cause she had Girl Guides)Then..We talked.Take picture.Then Dayyah called Atiqah.Talked with Makcik Pendek awhile.Then Atiqah went off to talk far far away from us.Lawls.Then Sumi and I took some pictures(MANHUNT!!Lawls.)Then sang a few songs of Sumi's choice.Haha.Then Ken Lim ada comment uh sia!Hahahahaha.Okay,skip to the part where Anisa came.Oh ya,i burned my thumb twice keeping the flame alive.Then i was wondering why Anisa and Sumi were walking as slow as hell.I realised that Anisa closed her eyes.A few instructions here and there and we set her down and sang her the birthday song.Talked,sang and danced.Then took pictures again

(-.-!) and had a few hugs before i went to..

Dome Fam's FINAL dance session(Until fasting's over)
Yeah,i went there knowing in my head Nadiah will kill me.Haha.Okay,the people present were Adam,Shahz,Saiful(Me),Rabia,Nadiah,Nana,Riza,Syahril,Elly,Izhar,Mark Anthony,Hatri and "I forgot his name".So did a few dances.Getting sick of the song Beautiful-Akon.Don't ask why.Itatiiiing.So had a final cypher and had to go off.I was happy,cause i managed a nice balance on my knee spin and my final move (Elbow Freeze) had a few seconds hold.Then i went off with Elly and Izhar and Adam.Elly and Izhar took 9 at one side of the bus stop.While me and Adam crossed the road.I met Nadiah there(Who didn't want to go Marina Square alone).Me and Nadiah took 2 to Bedok Inter.While Adam probably took 45.So then started my...

Trip to town and back with Nadiah.
So went to take MRT to City Hall.Walked to Marina Steps.Waited for Nabila for a really damn long time.Haha.Met her at Starbucks.Where she was buying Starbucks drink for Nadiah cause she owe her one.Then i went off,it was already 2321.I was scared i wouldn't make it in time for the last MRT.My leg was aching and my stomach was rumbling.I thought i missed it sia.But then suddenly the screen showed Pasir Ris:6 mins.I was happy giler.But became scared again,cause my mum called.Lied to her about being at Afghan(Tampines),alone and waiting for bus.So went all the way home alone and with no music cause if i'm not mistaken,i left my earpiece at shahz's home.Reached home at exactly 0000...Bathed,continued messaging Amy for a while before i dozed off to sleep.

Today
Woken up by my mum.Sahur.(What is the word sahur in english?)Then went back to sleep.Didn't do much today.Most of the time today was spent sleeping,finding blogskin,editing blogskin,NOT EATING OR DRINKING and listening to 987FM(My girlfriend for today:D)So later i'm going to Masjid Kassim to buka there.Confirm GEYREKKK!Dah lama tak buka kat sana.Me and my bro will be heading there ourselves and meeting Daddy there.

Till next time,this is it(:
Your Hero,Your Saviour.

PS.Nadiah,luckily you told me the session was at dome.Or else i would have gone Festival park.And what?You owe me three?(:
PPS:Why must you be like that?Seriously uh,take care of yourself seh.Before you lose me as a friend.
PPPS:To all Muslim/Islam around the world,Selamat Berpuasa dan Berbuka!!:D

MFSOB

2009-08-13T21:32:00.003+08:00

aiyoo.
Why like everyone damn sombong to me already.
Boring seh gini.

I already know how to act cute in talking..
This method is more less acted by girls.
The method?Find out yourself.

Prelims are okay.
But i'm still scared.
Tmrw last 2 papers!:]

I miss my fringe.
Boohoo.

Random updating.
Here we go.

*clears throat*
Saiful.It is hopelessly useless to be thinking bout it.
Kau yang selalu kata "Apa yang ditanam jangan ungkit lagi"
Cuba lah fikir,kau fikir dier _____________________?
*Awkward silence*
That's what i faced due to the inability to fight back her view.
Now,here i go.
Yeah.Obviously she doesn't.
Kalau ditanam jangan ungkit lagi..
Apsal dier _____________?
Biar lah.Live your life.
Aku fikir pasal ni memang hopeless ngan useless.
But how do you kill something that means everything in your life?

aiyooooo.
I think that's it for now.

I learned 2 things today.
Cows don't drink milk and i think you can find alot of filipinos in Philliphines.
(Sorry kalau spelling wrong)

PS.Changing blog skin soon.SORRY NURIL:(

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!

2009-08-09T23:50:00.006+08:00

You know what i feel like?

I feel like losing in a soccer match three seconds from full time.
I feel like as though you couldn't go out for a party last minute
I feel like it is like slowly dying in a burning house.
I feel like losing in a competition due to having a high temperature.
I feel like everything isn't going my way.
I feel like i have to kill my love.
I feel like fading in to the world i call "my own"
I feel like running away from this world.

The cause of it all:A motherfucking bitch.
Can you find the meaning in the 8 lines above?
Or should i say..What do you see?

I was reading somethings..When Coincidentally.This bitch that i hate more than alot of things in life so far went on.Why did god made me meet you.

God sent me to my doom.
When He pushed me and you into the same room.
What was us?A life filled with hopes and promises.
What IS us?A life filled with hatred and despair.
You made me realise how fake love can be.
While at the same time,
You showed me how love is supposed to be.

*Taken from Sympathetic Hero*
Go find the book.
It's nice.And ____.
(The last line.Who can understand?Tell me.I'll tell you whether you're right or wrong..But will not tell what's the true meaning.)

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore,ily(:
(Does it ring a bell?)

Day well spent(:

2009-08-08T00:05:00.003+08:00

What was our name that day?

Colours from Beyond?XD

Rindu that day.

Yesterday was spent quite fruitfully.

Went to school in red.

"Tak habis habis ngan baju merah kau"-Phyd.

I think she said this cause the time i went out with her i wore the same shirt!Haha.

School was okay.Geography first period.

Then celebration for National Day.

Sang to myselfXD

Then sang National Anthem(With Semangat)

Then SYF celebration pulak.

Took alot of food.

But then..

All i ate was ice cream,one ayam and brownie.

Oh crap,my appetite something wrong..

Then went Tampines.

I look retarded walking on limping legs.

Met Anisa,Atiqah and Sumi.

We watched Up.

I was such a sweetheart to Anisa.

Her seat was wet.Due to some fcukers.

Then i took out my Damai Shirt.

(Worn for only 10 minutes)

And let her sit on it.Lol.

Then the movie was great.

-No Teasers-

Rated 4.5/5.

Damn cute.

Walked to Qi Ji for lunch.

Ate Nasi Lemak.

Was last to finish):

Talked alot of crap.

Something happened.

"If you're patient,you'll get a seat"
Haha.Between us kay?

Their ice milo rocks lor!

Then walked to Tampines 1.

Separated with Anisa and Sumi.

Atiqah teman me go walk walk.

Woohoo.Balik lambat.

Went times.

Spent 30 minutes there.Haha.

Went to sony.Had fun there too.

Saw a familiar faces.

Turns out to be 3.

Azrul Azwan,Radin and Nazrul!

Haha.Berbual di tengah dunia.

Went to roof terrace.

Talked alot of crap there.
Seriously uh,it was gerek:D

Rindu berbual ngan Azrul.

Pasal sumer yang dier berbual mepek!

Haha.Radin reminded me of something.

Budak tudung kat arcade!Haha.

Kau ngan Azrul sama case lah.
Nampak pompuan kat RT.

Azrul dah "Din,din din."*Points*

Rabak lah kau Azrul!

And yes Azrul..

I do have a good memory!

Then dah berbual had to go home.

Cause someone has to reach home at 6.30.

Haha.Separated with the boy who had to take 292.

I sent Atiqah home.We reached her bawah block at 6.28.

Woots.Took 66 and homed.

And slept.

Bro woke me up,
Slept again.

Now cannot sleep.

Told you i spent this day wisely(:

8 August 2008.

What was i doing then.
Guess it's only in my mind.

And Atiqah,Azrul,Radin,Nazrul's.

And the other people involved.

I can't believe you got me waiting.

One whole freaking day.

Are these just words of yours.

Do you mean what you say?
Or am i just going through..

Another part of you?

Simplicity.

2009-08-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

Back to simplicity?

The days before i met...

Kadang2 macam rindu masa yang telah lepas.

I won't update on today.

Nothing much happened.

Why do i still feel left out?

Maybe i'll leave group A for B.

If that doesn't work out.

I'll just fade i guess?

Here's for you AsriaahBangs;D

2009-08-01T11:38:00.003+08:00

Since Asriah wants me to update.
Here goes something.

Thursday.
was normal.Except that i had this terrible cough.And headache..and runny nose.Okay,That sucks.But what's a guy supposed to do right?Haha.Despite having all that and a fever.I still went to oral.(I might get killed if the teacher sees this)We waited behind some BNSS students.Which,sadly,not even one i recognize.Adam and diana knew some,or so they think.Then it was my turn.So the reading went well,the conversation part?Let's just leave it to the teacher to think it throughxDD.and i won't state what i said/what my story was about.To those who know.Just keep it in the closet:D

Went down.Lepaked with Anisa and Atiqah for a while.Ani gave me a few pointers bout how to do my hair.Haha.Atiqah..CHEER UP LAH PANTAT!

Dayyah came soon after that.But not long Nadiah called.
*Somebody said they wanted to go out,but definitely not to study*
But anyhooz,she gave me one hour to go home,bathe,siap and what not.So yeah i did.I even managed to whip me up some grub and put ice cold water on me.(Tak faham takper).Went out at about 6.37.Bus was friggin slow.Sent a friend home first.Cheer up friend.And then while walking to the bus stop,planned to go where.I ask her for cravings,she said she had none except for one.

*Nadiah,whatever happened at the busstop,stays at the bus stop*xD
In the end,we went to petal mac-.-
(Of all the friggin places.)XD
So we studied maths.
*Saiful,whatever happened at mcdonalds stays in mcdonalds*-Definitely inside Nadiah's mind(:
We stopped at 10.Sent her home and homed myself.

Temperature Check!
38.7
38.2
37.8
37.2
37.0
36.4
36.4
(My temperature outta control)

Friday
Went to school feeling horrible.Did maths test the best i could.Got sent home.Why?Cause i have runny nose.I went home to rest,before that,i did a lil bit of breaking.-.-
So slept.SKIPPED.
Youth Out 2009.
Cool uh sia.
But too bad,
i won't state what happened there.
Wanna know?Pay me 4 bucks:D

Will update on Dance Camp Part 1 and Part 2 tmrw!!

Semalam i call you
You tak answer~

F&N is over:D

2009-07-29T13:05:00.004+08:00

In F&N class.Enjoying the aircon..
Sitting beside Nuril Hannah bte Sani.
Listening to 987FM with VaintageD.
I don't know the song.
Lawls.But it sound nice.

Feels weird.About a month ago.
I was fucking struggling with F&N.
With Adam saying,
"Eh,don't play game uh.I want you to do your F&N.I want you to PASS!"
LOOK WHO'S STRUGGLING NOW BITCH!!HAHAHAHAHA.

Look,I'm not jealous okay?
You don't move me.
Listen to Point Of View-Mcfly.
You'll know why(:

Trying to be popular?
Go popular book store uh!!
Hahahahahaha..
Inside joke by me and a friend(:

I can do shoulder spin!!
My fringe curl tak lawah.
My fringe is straighten enough:D
I got cough..And i slept for 11 hours!

Later got Soccer.
Going home and back to school!
Sheeeeeeesh.
Only for Strivers!!haha.

I'm very angry at someone!!!

2009-07-25T15:58:00.005+08:00

Y'know what i hate the most bout love?

It starts out from nothing.

This has been stuck on my head for sometime.

Nothing much.

Just that love has a cycle i think.

I won't say it here.

Top secret.

Sheesh.

Update on friday and today later.

Sneak peek:Yesterday i actually managed to freaking STUDY!

Countdown to *Whatever*

2 Days.

(Still can't remember?Of course you can't!!You don't even have a clue im talking about you.)

Edited at 5.32

Going out to a gig.
See ya!

End edition.

I miss you.

2009-07-25T00:02:00.003+08:00

Wow fuck.
Not good not good at all.
Fuck it.
Falling the same hole?
Fuck it.

~Freestyle~
Do me a favour
Look into my eyes.
And answer this:
Did you even try?
I did everything for you.
I even gave you the world.
But you left me,as cold as ice.
But don't you fret girl.

Cause you just a chapter of my memory.
No matter what you think,you would have to agree.
This love life is definitely for me.
Cause now,i'm single and finally free!
(It sucks.I know.I think.But i'll get better.)
(Creative juices aint flowing)
(i mean..TIMECHECK:12.56)
(I should be sleeping instead of rhyming)

For now..I miss one person.
I will never say who.
TO ANYONE.
Here's a clue:Maybe..I already did.Oops.

:D
See ya.

Countdown to *Whatever*
3 days.
(Cause i bet you don't remember)

Seoul Garden!

2009-07-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

School's been fine.
Not much happening worth blogging about.

today was a fun day though.
English period was spent doing a test and sleeping.
(I'd done my work!)
Half of geog sleeping.
The other "studying"
Blah blah blah.
Physics got test.
Haprak.Laaaaaaaaaaaaaawls.
Then SS normal.
Went out.
SKIP.
Went to tamp as Amelia and Sakinah went to talk.
Haha.Got lollipops.I know you guys love me:D
Then met 2 friends.
I prefer them to remain unidentified for now.
Let's call them friend A1/A2.
We met and then headed to SEOUL GARDEN.
FULFILLED!!:D
Thanks very much to Friend A1 for treating me.
Happy laaa Saiful:D
Crapped.Camwhored.
Eat till bloated habis..Haha.
Joke of the day?
Cannot say.
But here's an example.
Tell me how i am suppose to ____ with no _______?
Haha.
Met Friend S1 at tamp inter.And headed home via bus __.
Friend A2 dropped first.
Then me.
Headed home.
Played DotA with bro.
First game:We turned the tables around to get ourselves a win.
Second/Third game:Leavers/noob lagging hosts spoilt the game.
Then now.
Not today..That's all for now..good nights

Guess who's back?

2009-07-19T23:58:00.004+08:00

Wooooooooooooooo~

I'm back from batam.
Bought shirts,jacket,socks,under-
never mind.
I had fun.
I ate alot.
AMY,JOGGING DATE AGAIN SOON PLEASE??
=D
I love jogging with her.
She can actually catch up.
Wow.Good job.xDD
Well,i'm not looking forward to monday.
Why?Because of you uh siak.
Benci uhh..
Never mind.
I'll have friends i can have to cheer me up.
Now,i only have one question in mind.

What will happen if i got H1N1?
That's all.

There's a secret behind these words.

Photos!!Firework and Amepul(Amy & Epul)xD

2009-07-16T15:54:00.005+08:00

I suck at uploading photos.haha.
AMY!tell me which one you never get kay?I'll upload again.
:D

Why?
Cause i don't think of myself as a fucking puppet.
You don't fucking move me.
You don't even know me.
Now how does it feel if i tell you i'm talking bout you?
Sucks huh?
Well,that's life.

2009-07-16T15:31:00.003+08:00

Hey yo.

It's been cool these past dew days.
Nothing much happened.
Tests here and there.
Haha.

I'm just here to upload picture for Amelia and Sakinah.haha.

Oh..and uh.

I may be on HIATUS.

Due to some stuffs.

Miss me.

Anything beep(:

Woahh..Randommmm.

2009-07-12T09:27:00.003+08:00

I don't know why..
But this past few days has been hard for me.
It seems that no matter what i do.
My heart's keeps pumping faster and faster at times.
I wonder if it's just me.
Or is it the past mistakes i did are finally catching up on me.
I won't run away like i used to.

Anyway..
Here are some stupid stuffs i wanna say.
I really really really really NEED to eat SEOUL GARDEN again):
~~I suddenly miss her like hell~~
So what now?
Where do i head?
Grab a gun.
Point to the mirror.
BANG.
Is this over or not?
Syahirah,need to talk to you.
Face to face.
It's no good to cry,it hurts to punch.
I was happy,till about 5 minutes ago.
Stupid ass.Make me unhappy.

That's all.
One more thing,
just random,
My blog does not have a code.

(:
That's all.

ITE

2009-07-09T17:19:00.005+08:00

Sheesh..
Life is getting harsher!!
Well,here's an update on life.

My home phone spoilt.
I think i called adam for 1 hour unintentionally.
My memory is full.
I'm getting 4/8 GB of memory.
I lost a friend.(A great one at that.)
I injured my finger badly.
My top rocks are getting better.
Oral was okay.
Picture horrible.
Apek was asking for a smack.
Teacher is a bimbo.
F&N IS COMPLETED AND HANDED UP!!!(Thank god!)
Epul is feeling ashamed everytime he sees someone.

For now,that's it.
Right now i'm at home.
I gave lepaking at school and Shahz/Johnny trip to town a miss.
Why?I suddenly realise i wanna be left alone.
Haha.Riiiiiiight.
Right now chatting with Nuril Hannah.
I let her take another one of my emoticon.
Haha.Two same emoticon uhhhhh..
Later going out with family..
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

All hope is lost.
And that's exactly why i'm giving up.
Just wait,
cause patience will mean something in my life.

I lost a friend.
She was a wonderful friend.
But i guess..
ITE.

To those who can.Please visit http://www.heartbreak-life.blogspot.com/ for something you don't expect.
Clue:It happened all in a plan.Only one thing happened without my knowledge.

Where did i go wrong.

I lost a friend..

Happy belated Birthday to these people.
Rabiatuladawiyah 7th July.
My nenek <3 7th July
Syahiran Hazwan 8th July

Edited at 8.29pm

*Asriah

I know..One day.

We will get what we want.

Patience right?

With that.We can get almost everything we wanted.

So..Just chill out first.

You'll be surprised what God has in store for you.

So will i.

Here's wishing you the best of luck for your future(:

From:ADEKepul.

I gotta get some stuffs done.

It ain't gonna end like this.

Stay tuned!!

2009-07-08T18:37:00.002+08:00

Will update later i swear.

Peace.

Never thought it will end like this

I'm sorry friend.

Two day update.

2009-07-04T23:01:00.003+08:00

Hey there.
Back.
Sorry for the hiatus.
1st week of school was okay.
Since no teacher died.
And i'm okay.

So.I'll skip till ytd then.

July 3rd.
It's my bro's 18th birthday.
Eh eh,dah legal eh?
Sheesh.2 more years epul.
Okay anyway.That day stayed in school with Amy,Atiqs & Kinah..
Then blah blah blah.Hungry like hell.
Then blah blah blah.
Sent Amy home.
Saw Ain,Nuril,Wann,Nana,Diana.(I think)
Then talk talk under Amy block.
Then mummy called.
I FORGOT MY BROTHER BDAY!
How fucked up can i be?
Headed home.
Headed to CAS Swensens.CAS is Changi Airport Singapore FYI.
Then ate breaded Chicken something.Ate some Mega Burger.
Then for ice cream.Walnut Rocky Road.
Took pictures.Up in next post.
Then headed home.

Today.4th June.
Went out in the early morning to apply for a new IC.
SKIP.
Met Amy Atiqs & Kinah at T1.
Then went school for speech day.
Irritating teachers.
Temporary Uniforms.
Sheesh.
Congrats to all prize winners.
Great to see Mr.Loh Cheung Ming voice and accent still the same.
After everything.Went to bubble tea shop.
Bad mood sikit.Fearing the place where we would go.
Done,went to floating platform.
Joined up with syahadah there.
She said this,"Why you look down?Cheer up lah.Your face tak kena like this"
Or something like that?Yeah.
Then.Fatal bad mood.
Before i break anything.
I took some zzz's.
Woke up.Blah blah blah.
Camwhored.
Then SKIP.
Went nenek house.
Skip.
Now at home.Updating this dead blog of mine.
Sheesh.

I saw it.
No point of hiding.
Takyah nak cover up.
Sengajer tak sengajer.
Aku tetap nampak.

Going back to the place.
The memories came back.
She could've been there.
So what?
I don't care.

I said i don't care before.
Didn't work as well right epul?

I want seoul garden.
I want donut.
I want SEOUL GARDEN!!
I want popeyes.
I want ZINC BAG!
I want Osiris Shoe.
I want __________
Lastly,
I want SEOUL GARDEN
D:

Happy 1oth month tak menjadi

To:you-know-who-you-are

Phone call!

2009-06-27T17:26:00.004+08:00

hey there.
I wanna say thank you to...AMELIA.AKA My Subway Buddy.XD
For entertaining my crap ytd:D
We chatted last night.
Then we messaged.
Then since we were bored.
I called her.
We were talking bout stuffs.
She supports me doing magic.
(Oh ya,i am doing magic.)
Then we started talking through scenarios.
This scenario was probably the worst.
Amy:Pretend you like me.You call me.Then macam nak taknak bilang.But in the end.Tetap kau bilang.
I was stunned.I laughed alot.
Okay.I won't say how the convo went.
But the most funniest thing is..
I speaked PURE MALAY throughout the convo.
I mean jeez.I dont think i recall ANY of my confession in malay.
Amy couldn't take it anymore and laugh.
We started scheming on something.
haha.Wont Tell you what.
Then we played a game.
Can only talk in malay.
Out of 3 scenes.
I won all..
Wow.My malay rocks after all.
Except for something..haha.PAISEH.
Talk talk.
Bimbo/American/Megan/Ian.
Gonna work on my accent.
Yeah.I'm too malay.
Not that i dont like it.

I guess it ain't my problem.
He may still wanna beat me up.
That's between me and him.
But now,the problem lies with you.

Whateveryoudo.
I'llstillbetheretosee.
nomatterwhereiam.
butwhoamitointervineanyway.
it'syourstory.
noi'mwrong.
it'syouand...
forgetit.

I already told you.

I'm just a temporary friend.

Use me.

Then leave me here to die.

Goodbye.

Private Blog Updated.

Spider webs cleared.

Dusted.

Cleaned.

Till then.

Outing with Cuzzies!

2009-06-26T23:02:00.002+08:00

Will only update on today.

Went out with two groups of people.
Me and Syahirah went out cycling today.
I came from somewhere.
She came from somewhere.
We won't tell you where we go.

Then dah bis.Went to go take laptop.
SKIP.
Went to Dhoby Ghaut.
Some fucking idiotic thing happen-.-
Unelaborated.
Met them.
Waited for the really really slow SYAHIRA.
(Syahirah,its you w/o the h)xD
SKIP.
We were inside the theather.
SKIP.
Movie:Transformers 2:Revenge of the Fallen.
Rated FA.
FA?FUCKING AWESOME(:
I give it 19/10.
9.5/10 for the show.
10.5 for MEGAN FOX(Cause she's so fucking hot)
-1 because of the underwear part which almost choked me to death.
SKIP.
Sent Fadhilah to her Granny's home.
Went to my granny's home.
My grandparents were thrilled to have me there.
I made them laugh.
We talked.
I dont want them to feel sad.
Especially because of the incident.
Went home.
Now stuck to the screen of the god darn computer.
Lazy to update pictures.
Update pictures when i feel less lazy then.
Just things to note.

I never forget the things you did for me.
So did you.
So when you did this to you.
I can't believe you did this to me.
You killed me by doing this to yourself.
Even though you directed me to her.
I guess you want you for your fucking selfish self.
(Figure that fucking shit out.)

Outing with Phyd!Sleepover at Syahirah's!Jurong East!

2009-06-25T12:27:00.003+08:00

Hey hey,sorry guys for privatizing my blog.
Aku tau.Korang rindu baca blog aku kan KAN KAN!

Nvm.
And also.once again.Sorry cause i too fucking lazy to update the last day of the mersing trip.
Lemme update on the day i went out with PHYD!

Okaaaaaaaaaaay.This day was long awaited.
Cause for like almost after a month.I'm finally watching..
Monsters VS Aliens 3D
So i met her under her block.SHE WAS LATE!!
Typical girls-.-Hehe.
She brought down a book that i wanted to read.
By 15 of July must return.Heeeeeeeeeek.
Okay then we took 225 to Bedok Inter.
While walking to the MRT i saw this couple.
I laughed to myself cause i saw his shirt(NIRVNA)
Idk whether it's correct or a spelling error.
But for all i know,its Nirvana.
Okay,remember this couple i'm talking bout okay?
So we took MRT all the way to Habourfront.
To entertain ourselves.We tried to figure out my Voicemail Password.
Note the WE.If you know what i mean.
Then we headed to Cheers.Bought Twisties and Prawn Crackers.
Then we reached Vivocity.Then we tried to find Golden Village.
Man,it was pening.But who found GV?I DID PHYD!!
haha.So we bought tickets and Moo Combo(I GOT A PENCILBOX:DD) and Nachos.
So we waited while we sat down in the cinema.
Then i saw this couple walking through the row of seat.They went one round around us.
I saw on the back of the guy's shirt..NIRVNA.
I was like telling phyd,"This is the same person we saw at Bedok Inter"
She never saw them-.-
SKIP
The movie rocked a whole freaking lot.
My favourite part?
The president started communicating to the Robot by playing Crazy Frog.
I was LMAO.
Kay then we go window shopping.
Then we go the open place.Watch2 the area.Talk talk.
Then go back.Walk walk.
Then we go Toys R Us.
Wow,i felt like i kid again.
Well,sorry kalau terlalu childish phyd.
Haha.
SKIP.SKIP.SKIP.
Homed Slept.

Wednesday.(24th June)
Morning did nothing.
Afternoon skip.
Went to Shahz's house.
Funny shit.Nvm.
SKIP.
At night.Went to Syahirah house(On her request)
Chatted with Syahiran.
If you really were at your cousin house,i'm not at my house either.
xDD
We went down to KFC to buy Family Feast.
Me:You nak apa?
Irah:Uhhh,tak tau.haha.I orang choosy uh.
Me:Okaaaaaaaaay.Step i tak tau.*Laughs*
Irah:*Hits me*
Me:Okay okay.Nak ayam?
Irah:I apa apa.
Me:Okay,ikut i lah.
Irah:okay lah..
*Went down to KFC*
Me:One Family Feast.
Irah:Woit!Family Feast untuk dua orang.You gila?
Me:Haha.Tak lah.U sendiri kata nak movie marathon.Ini untuk movie marathon lah.
* We argue and argue*
Irah:Suka hati u lah.
Me:Haha.Okay.
The person serving us was staring at us and laughing to herself.
The person:Soooooooooooooo,is that one Family Feast?
Me:Yeah.Add pepsi.
SKIP.
Then went up.Then comforted Nuril for a while.
Then me and syahirah entertain Nuril for a while.
Then she went off.
Nuril,apa ni uh?
"Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang....."
Hahahahahaha.If you remember..
Then we watch a few movies.
Ate the Family Feast.
Blah blah blah.
I think at the 3rd movie.
Syahirah started to fall asleep.
Since i felt like she was not sleeping well.
I borrowed my lap to her.
So while sleeping on my lap.
I stroked her hair.
Haha,A secret bout me.
I like stroking girl's hair.
So long.JealousxDD.
I soon fell asleep.
Syahirah,pagi gatal ehhhh?
Gatal?GARUK.*Inside Joke*
Today.
Will be going to Jurong East.
Maybe Syahirah following.
Then maybe i'll sleep over her house again.
If she want uh.
Haha.

Till then,
ADEKepul and Irah.
(Irah,you need a new nickname!!)
XDD

Mersing Trip!!

2009-06-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

Sheesh.
Lemme update on my life for the past few days.

180609
Went out with Anisa,Atiqah,Sakinah and Sumi.
Lemme start from the morning.
Went out at 11.3o(Time to meet) to go Iriandi's house to take my geeky spects back:D
Sungguh happy dapat balik.
And since i was feeling funny.I went home first.
To grab my watch and wristband.
*Dah lambat buat hal lambat sua epul*
That was my thoughts.
SKIP.
Reached City Hall Interchange.
Called Sakinah to know where they were.
"Baru nak sampai Kallang=.="
*So much for being late*
They reached.
Went to SG.Realised it was full.
So separated to two.
Team One:Atiqah & Sakinah
Team Two:Epul,Anisa & Sumi.
SKIP.
Went to SG.
Wow.Jakon siol aku.Seriously.
Macam sumer skali nak try.
Took lotsa plates and meat.
We all cook one by one.
Then Sakinah go pour a whole lot.
We were like "WTF sakinah!?"
Then she say she always do this.
SKIP.
Left SG with a full stomach(Except Atiqah-.-)
Went around Marina Square.
Went into Topshop to buy Shades.
Bought a damn nice one for 19 dollars.
Separated into two again.
Team one:Sakinah and Sumi
Team two:Atiqah,Anisa & Epul.
We pulled Atiqah out to an open space.
Before that.I wanna tell you a story.
Sakinah called my phone.
Then Anisa picked up.
She pretended to be my mum.
Sakinah fell for it!Oh my god.
It was funny.
Kay back to it.Saw this group of Mats/Ah bengs?
SKIP.
Came to Atiqah with a "no-lighted-candle" cake for her.
Sang her the Bday song.
Ended with extra clapping and "woos".
Then ate and camwhored!
Then separated for the last time.
Team One:Atiqah,Epul & Sakinah
Team Two:Anisa & Sumi.
We left Team two at Marina Square and headed to Tampines.
Oh ya,i forgot to mention.I am Atiqah's Long-Lost Uncle.*Inside Joke*
Went to Tamp.Walked around Tamp1.
Sakinah soon lost her battle to her high heels and went home.
Me and Atiqah walked around TM and CS.Bought Lolipops.
SKIP
Took 69 home.So can send Atiqah to her bus stop as well.
End of Date:18 June 2009

19 June 2009
Got up early.Got ready.
Got in the car.
Messaged people.Off i go!
SKIP.
Reached this hawker stall in malaysia.
Met the rest of the people.
People=>Mak cik,pak cik,atuk,nenek,Cuzzies.
Cuzzies=>Iwan,Syahirah,Syafiqah,Fadhilah,Azliana,Yani.
The rest all i forgot.Haha.
SKIP.
Dah sampai.Wow.Felt great dah sampai.
Then mamang aron(taksalah) keluarkan volleyball.
Main jab.Then changed it to a soccer ball.
Apa lagi,main bola ngan semagat sikit.
SKIP.
Got a fucking huge migrain.
Then later got soccer telematch.
Played.Scored the first goal.Skilled uh.
Haha.Then played.
Played rougher at hyrul.
Cause he's being a bitch towards syahirah.
Kicking the ball hard.-.-
Assist twice.
SKIP.
Made 4 teams.
Teams were Tropicanna,Kuah Celok(?),Amigoes and Unga Unga.
Im from team Unga Unga.
SKIP.
1st:Kuah Celok
2nd Unga Unga
3rd Amigoes
4th Tropicanna.
Lazy to describe the games.
SKIP.
Went to jetty with Fadhilah,Yani & Faris.Talked awhile.
Then headed back.Dinner.Then got BBQ.Tried to help.
Gave up after a while.My face and hands couldn't take it anymore.
Just lazed around.Talked to Azliana for a while.Ini punyer pompuan dah total anti-social..
Then she dropped her chicken.And guess what?She blamed me.-.-
So i took her another one.Standing near the burning place for nearly 20 mins.
Then realised got Karaoke session.Me Fadhilah Syahirah and Iwan went up.
Me and Fadhilah sang first with the song "My Heart".Went horrible.Fucked up nervous.
Next was Syahirah with the song "Marah marah sayang."
Then me again with the song "Ketahuan".I managed to control my voice!
Iwan was last with idk what song.
Then hanged out at Syahirah's room.
Talk talk talk talk.Then went back to my chalet to sleep on the fucking uncomfortable inflatable bed.
End of date:19 June 2009

20 June 2009
Then woke up in the morning.Slept back cause i know its the excercise thingy.Tak leh harap.
Then got captains ball.
SKIP.
Just summarise.
We got knocked out the first round cause they opponents were difficult.
Amirah knocked me while chasing the ball and i fell.I dunno whether she did..
But i fell down hurt.But it ain't all bad.I forgave her after the match.
SKIP.
Went to Syahirah's place to lepak again.Haha.Then watched Hindustan.
What the fuck kan?But just watch.
Kinda nice to me in the end-.-
Ate lunch in the room.
Two things happened.
One was the the show was having its people sing and dance.
I told Fadhilah to wake me up as soon as the song finished.
I woke up myself a time later in the show.
I asked Fadhilah a question she said yeah.But truthfully,she just woke up.-.-
Then i saw syahirah's head(Shewasasleep).Next thing i know,i turn my head to see her lying beside Fadhilah-.-
SKIP.
Got out.Went to chalet to bath as there will be Karaoke Competition later.
Wear smart giler.
SKIP.
Our turn.Sheesh.Nervous till shaking.But managed to make everything go damn smoothly.
Everybody loved the last part kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan?Haha.
Soooo romantic.Oh,if you were thinking.I was doing a duet with Fadhilah with the song My Heart again.
SKIP.
Everybody thought Iwan will win.But then all veterens*Inside Joke*
KELONG!(?)PENIPU!HARAM TU DUIT!
All of us were shouting like mad.
Oh ya,Another inside joke.
Sweeeeeet..Totallyyyyyy!
Manissss..Sepenuhnyaaaa!
Haha.Then lepak at Syahirah's place again.
SKIP.
End of day.

I'll update on 21 and 22 another time.Damn tired.
Will update on something else too.

Bring it!

2009-06-17T15:16:00.004+08:00

Hey hey.
Short post.
Been doing nothing today.
But later going out.
Where?
ECP to have a bbq/kuda's bday!
haha.
Okay done.
Just some last things to say.

Light shines brightly on a city.
But somehow,the people are unhappy.
Why?Cause the mayor is not being fair to the city.
Time for someone to step up.
Time for me to step up.

Take me out.
Punch me.
Kick me.

Knife me.

Cause that all you wanna do.

Haha,you suck.

You don't affect me at all bitch!

Bring it.

I'm hoping on a hope that is worthless.

You or me.

Both cities.
Both girls.

Who will win for these 2 situations.

Not forgetting to mention.

I miss you.

Preview of a PBlog update.

Went for picnic that day.

Had fun.

But somehow,i regretted going.

Feelings need to be separated.

Bring it O.

You fucker.

____________________________________________

Thank you Nuril Hannah Bte Sani for this wonderful skin.

This skin is done by her.

And here's your due credit!

(I hope you see this!)

Peace.

FoH and the Esplanade

2009-06-14T23:47:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahaha..

It's me with two actors.(NOT FoH)

Hey there.Came back from FoH and Esplanade.

FoH.

Came late.Sorry Nuril.But at least i go kaaaaaaaaan?

First show.Smooth.

Second Show.Smoooooooth.

Btw first and second show.

Camwhored and played some gamelan(Right Phyd?) instruments.

Then me and Aileen(sp?) talked awhile about dancing during Metal Magic.

Me:"Aileen,later you dancing right?"

Aileen:"No lah,where i can dance one.Actually ah,we bring you here cause your teacher and Mr.Brian said you can dance.If not,you won't be here."

*Laughs and walks off.*

Me:"Eh where got one?Mr.Brian dunno i dance or not what?"

*Continues laughing*

-.-

Then Metal Magic.

It was DA BOMB!Lawls.

Then last song everybody dance.

Then the Emcee after that talk to me for a while.

MC:"Waaaaaaah!!You dance ah.Good good"

Me:"Well,yesterday you ask me to dance what?I dance lor"

MC:"Haha,okay.Next time got performance.I bring you.You dance kay?"
Me:"Oh,that one must see first"

*Laughs.*

Then me Nuril headed off to Esplanade.Lot of crap talking.

Then over there we heard music.So we follow then see this performance thingy.

We watch,then laugh2 show was damn funny uh.

Then Wann camae along.Crapped sommore.

Headed to the open area.
Wann blanje Chrysanthemum tea.Thank you(:

Then blah blah blah.
Saw this flipside.
Reminded me of Click 5.-.-

Seriously.Then went back.

Watch the show we talked about first.Funny as hell.

~Unelaborated~

Then went back home.

Today was fun fun fun!

Sleepless nights!

2009-06-14T00:14:00.006+08:00

Bboys,time to BATTLE!Oh-e-oh-yee!SEPHIROTH!

ugh,can't sleep.

Thinking of you.
Cant get you outta my mind.

Metal magic was super duper awesome.
CMS was good.
Metal magic was better in a way that it fusioned with other instruments.
CMS was better in a way in that it tells a story.

Talking with Phyd now,she winning in the number of times to see who more slenger/slow.
Later going FoH again,watching gamelan.Right Phyd?haha.

SUPERRRRRR DUPERRRRRRR HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYY!!):

And i start to miss you more.

2009-06-12T01:37:00.003+08:00

You,you and you.
Don't even fucking think for a very fucking second i dont know whats going on.
You think im blind.You think im stupid.
Well.no way.Thanks for your concern uh.
But seriously uh..
I know lah.
~Unelaborated~

I'll let myself bleed.
Cause there's no one to stop the pain.
~Unelaborated.~

Just another day in life.

2009-06-11T11:58:00.003+08:00

Hmmm,
Nowhere to run to..
Nowhere to hide..
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit~
Kepala pening~

Later going out.
Lending my SS txtbook.
Then maybe going shahz house.
Idk yet.
Never plan properly.
Sheesh.
Maybe a plan will come along.

~Yesterday~
Went to Shahz's house.
Then halfway went off to tamp to meet Kinah,Atiqs and Sumi.
Sedih atiqah ngan sumi.Dah bingit ngan kinah.
Jln2 too much.Sampai described as "torturous.
Ate at qi ji.Talk talk talk.Crapped.
Then went separate ways to meet Shahz Adam and Zhaf at E-Hub.
Watched a movie.Haha.
Then did some stupid stuffs.
~Unelaborated~
Then went to White Sands.
Memo-
Nvm.
Then went to BK to buy a drink since i was thirsty.
Saw this person.He looked GAY!
Then ate OCK.
Then took 12 to shahz house.
Which i then separated with adam and shahz(Zhafri dropped earlier)
I took 24 to Changi Airport.
Met family for dinner(Popeyes)
Then went to Watsons cause my bro need medicine.
Then went secret recipe.
Order the marble cheesecake.FUCKING NICE~
Then patah balik watsons for perfume which costs mum 14.++
Discount 20% become 11.++
Then SLOWLY eat the marble cheesecake.Really savour the flavour sia.
Then after that homed.

I'm scared.
I'm worried.
About what?
About what you think.
And might say to me.
Sheesh,good luck epul.

2009-06-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

Dear Bella,
It's the time.
Just so you know.
I have to let you go.
Cause you're not over him.
And i feel like a fucking idiot to be at the sidelines.
I knew it won't happen between us.
In spite of your msg that day in the morning.
Can't say i hate this decision.
Can't say i dont love you.
But like you said.
I haven't gotten over her.
No matter how much i say,you still say i haven't.
So confirm cannot kan?
I'm tired of waiting.
Too tired.
I need a break.
I don't mind waiting.
But like i said before.
I am sitting in the sidelines.
So,i'll let you be happy.
Go to him if you can.
I'll cheer you on.
I give up.
I will not win a guy like him.
So..This is IT.
We'll still be friends.
Whether my feelings stay or go.
It's for me to know.
For you to NEVER find out.

Gonna have sleepless nights again.
Cry uh epul
Cry yourself to sleep.

Idk what to do anymore.

Vent anger.

2009-06-09T00:14:00.001+08:00

okaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
im back..
just a short dedication post.

I'm glad we're friends again.
Both of you.
Weve gone far enough as enemies.
Let's just keep it this way.

Why wont you believe me?

Is it that hard to?

So what if she is in my iPod Touch.

I didnt update my photos.

So what if i wrote a dedication to her.

I care bout her AS A FRIEND.

So what if she has that in my phone.

I never thought i'll msg her again.

So what if all these things are for her.

My heart still chooses you.

Not HER.

IT'S FREAKING YOU!!

Pantat!

2009-06-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

Homed from one of the most greatest shows i ever seen!
Summer Swarm of Songs.
Woo!
Going out again!
To meet that pantat.
Wonder what she wants.
Will update on that and what happened so far in my life tmrw!
See yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

PANTAT!WAIT FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

PS.Good luck guessing who's pantat.
Pantat and me have nothing going on.Right pantat?
Haha.Okay i'm mean.

PPS.I still owe Nuril Hannah Bte Sani the "Drunk in the Bedroom" story!!

2009-06-06T17:57:00.002+08:00

Bored feeling.
Seriously.
Short post ahead.
Later going to Om Is wedding.
Wedding.
Hmmmm..
I realised my fears.
When i thought my tears was used up.
It's okay.
At least she's happy..I think.
Found a picture.
Memories..
The picture got words.
The words are somewhere in the post.

Finished.Till the next post.
ADEKepul

PS I Love You!

Everyday lives.

2009-06-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

School was normal.
Nothing much.
Music music music.

After school went to shahz house.
Played Professional in Resident Evil.
Played Fifa 09
Scores were as such.
Man U(Adam) VS Barca(Epul)
1st Match
1-o
2nd match
0-3-.-
Man U(Shahz) VS Barca(Epul)
0-4

Then..went home.Then inside bus 45.
Me and adam crapped a whole fucking lot.
Although it was just like about 4-5 bus stops?
Funny shit.

Damn sia.Stopped reading Breaking Dawn.
Why?Cause Bella turned into a vampire.
Idk why..But i just did.

Syahiran and me chatted for a while just now.
And what he said somehow..Affected me.
And he made me miss someone like hell(!)
But never mind syahiran,what i did is worst off.
Sheesh.

Just now went out to ~~ketuk~~ i mean spend some family time.
I went out with mummy and daddy(Bro was at school)
Then went banquet.Standard.Chicken chop.
Then went Sportslink.Bought Wristband,elbow/knee support.
Then went shing shoing.
Spent 120 dollars - 73 dollars for our supply.
Homed.

Fuck it.
I hate to see you suffering like this.
Worst off i can't do anything.
I wish i could.
But i can't.

I guess...it's the end of our chapter.

Chapters.

Chapter 1 was the longest chapter i ever written.

Chapter 2 was the most perfect one i ever written.

Only sad thing is..The ending ended horrible.

Where the two main characters are like strangers now.

Chapter 3..

Let's just say chapter 3 has ended.But it was a mystery.

I wonder who will appear in chapter 4..

Hmms.

(Bahasa Samaran.Figure it out.It's quite simple.)

May be posting the answer at PBlog.

Empty strings.

2009-06-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

Hey hey!!

What up!(:
Yesterday FoH!
Tired but still went.
Why?
Cause i dun wan fly kite on Nuril!
I am a good friend*Pats head*
Haha.
So went to FoH.Was normal.
Went out during break(SLEEP DISRUPTED) with syahirah,her boyf and nuril.
Went to Fork and Spoon.
Damn,that day was not my day.
*Won't elaborate*XD
Then blah blah blah.
SOMEONE go and sleep during the show when we were on duty.
Sheesh.Tak professional lah Nuril.Haha.
Then went Simei after we were done with everything.
Eat at Banquet.Then go to Pet Safari.There were loose dogs!HAHA.
Then got inside joke.Haha.Main2 je kay nuril?
Then lepak.Talk2 at BFFL first meeting spot.
Waited for Syazwan(?)
Then homed!

How many people think we were dating Nuril?5 right.IRRITATING.
Oh ya,got one time,Nuril was counting CDs.Me Hatta and Shah irritated her by shouting out random numbers.And SHE WILL LOSE COUNT.No sense of self disipline and focus sia!haha.

Today.Woke up.Play Resident Evil 5.Watched whose line.Went to shahz house for movie marathon which became to IT marathon.Then went to granny house.Sheesh.Soooooooooooo long never see her.And my other Grandmom at MP.Shit.I miss them.Went there.Hugged her.then go eat.Then we talk2 alot sia.Macam catching up with primary school nyer kawan.haha.

Hey.Idk what's going through your mind now.

I can't think straight.

I miss you.Come day by day.

What do we do now.

I need an answer.
Cause i don't wanna be held on an empty string.

Please.One simple question.One fucking complicated answer.

Listening to two songs.

*Find the title yourself.*

I find this song quite...
Listen.Maybe you'll find out.

I still remember when we first met.

The never ending joy that we had.

Now that it's all gone.

I keep listening to that same old song.

I miss the touch of your hand~

This one.

You know the title.

Just dance-Lady GaGa.

Haha.Clubbin is fun.Music.Dances.Man,it's great.
What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Happy 18th(?) birthday!

2009-06-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

To this BIG BIG guy.
Happy 18(According to youxD) Birthday!

May you forever be BALD and FAT.

and still be DAMN FUNNY and KIND-HEARTED!

Happy working with iTheater as much as me,diana,nuril and all the past people have!

Lucky to know this person.
He cracks me up alot of times.Haha.

Only known as Hatta.Haha.

I wanna know you're full name lah!-.-

FoH FEVER!!

2009-05-30T22:44:00.003+08:00

Private Blog Updated!
(Removed some people!HAHA!Good for you!)

Wow.Wow.Welcome back.
Idk.Idk?IDK!
Sheesh..
Was at FoH the whole fuhreeeking day.
Tired physically.
Not tired enough to sleep.
I'm going out in the night.
Even though i got FoH till 6.30(estimated) tomorrow.
Haha.Connection here and there.Amy understand.

Cancelling two blogs already.UVOMBP and one more blog.
Its a truly undercover blog..Nobody will know it.

I'm writing this as a friend.
How long can you be treated like a dog?

Someone wanna call me Lulu.WTF?!GAY sia.
Sheesh kebab.
To make her happy.Fine.I'll bring Amy and SAKINAH out to SG.
Gonna eat to my hearts content.

I can't believe im saying this.
But i miss you like hell.
Been thinking bout you.
Wondering what you doing.
How you feeling.
Everything.
You know i'm talking bout you.
I miss you.